Love is within
Or is it
Verily i say unto you
It need be
You should know
You are worthy
And deserving

Loook, lets get down to brash bralws
Somebody call Saul
Who's the ventriloquist controlling the porcelain doll
Isn't it supposed to be the peoplz?
Allz I can hear is feel good poetry aimed to please the vastest majority
**** trigger who do you think you're talking to ?
Have you taking stalk of what you do?
I might look all white
But on the outside im red
and on the inside im blue
Inundated and confused from an uneducated yet poignant
point  of view
I'm color blind so I can see
There ain't no pedigree without fleas
quadraphonic stereo type
Save you energy for whats important
You cant lable me
One !
is what we should be!
but
we
Are all caught up
Like lambs to the slaughter
Arent we?
I mean really people
I'm no rocket surgeon
so go on double check me Giggle it through
Your search engine.
Whats this I see ?
"We the people"
FRIENDS ,FAMILY ,COUNTRYMEN!
         LISTEN
       Social distancing
Is the beginning
Of the end
Of we
Cause we
Now we look at each other Indifferently
As if
Every one except me
Is a threat
All we see is people are different
Well isn't that what we've taught ?
And learned not to be a follower
Isn't it a shame
We all want to be a little
Different
And yet we cant see
That makes us all the same
Fucken-A
The most obvious
Tactical move ever played
I hear this phrase
At least once a day
"Divide and Conquer"
Cupid better grow
Some bawlz
Make us all
Fall
In love
With each other !
And do it with a quickness
Break down these fences
Unite fight as
PATRIOTS
!!!!!
This is our country
Trust me
Sadly,
If we
Dont
Soon it wont be
All the oceans of blood
And the pain caused
To drain it came from
Hero's and ******'s
Who gave thier lives
For you and me
So you wanna sit by
Do nothing say sorry
Y'all it was all in vain
Id rather take the Mark
Do what they want
Me to do
I like the thought
of bein
Bought and sold
As  a commodity
........
M
Naw.        
Not me  
Fool
You gots **** twisted
tired òf all these stupid walls i always crash into
First off if you wanna plead youre cause to sway me
Sorry that aint what this is baby,unless were ultra identical
And you too have
old and sole
whos ethical and moral codes are way more than uncomfortable in this overfull deplorable melting *** of volitale over egotistcal feel good liberals
That feel its a neccecity to subjigate me with prpaganda paste their ideology to my face force me on to what ever floats thier boat change my name to linda lovelace and shove as much as they can down my throat like a handfull of rusty jacks
Double down with a ****** ,roofie,and a zantax
Is it an unamusing anecdote or  poisonous antidote
 Lets make this clear there real adenda is chaseing ,swaying jerrymandering ,understanding ,over analising padding ,creating ,catering ,and solicitating and ultimately controlling the vote
Ayite ?
Hope you brought a lunch that wont offend me ,,,..............cause if you don't it might
Wait  let me pre apologize  
Please look into my eyes
I see a splinter
Do you see a mote?
Im just clearing my throat ,this aint a debate have a seat while i take off my coat.

Do you ever stop .
.........and can you
Would you ever listen
Will you please ..................
Have you ever got lost in the quandry of the matrix
Do you have the vaguest clue .
How ridiculous this is .
I mean you and lucidity
How a living entity arrived into reality
And within it .....YOU?
do you wonder ?
How ?
Ponder?
Where you were before
Have you really loved yourself?
If not.           Why?
If so why? And who ........
I mean im happy for you,
But is it all vanity?
Why else would we do ................
Anything.
Its so ..................

******


Society


Rules
Governing enforcing



What




I love me and my addictions

Im addicted to me

I dont care what you think of me


Doesnt that just make sound badd ***


Oh fuckitall i lie .


I cant help it i just need to hear it once in a while

Somehow i know
I will find within
some way
without knowing
This is what?
I would like to say
That i regret the fact i didnt neglect
My addiction to pain
For if I had
I had never fallin in love with you

Meanwhile back at the ranch
The good times held on much longer than he had expected
In fact truth be told  
For a minute ........he forgot who she was
And worse.......
Thought things would be different
As if he had somehow managed to
Over ride the forces of balance ....
broken the curse  
..........
Not any more .
The sky blackened........
Sunset saturated.....
A ****** of crows .......
Bled in.      
Cawing so loud ......nothing could be said...........
Bringing something indifferent.....
Temperature dropped drastically,
He wiped his nose on his sleeve,
A foreboding, icy wind bereft the trees of their leaves........
A foreshadowing?
Perhaps, ........
Reoccurring clairvoyant visions,
He dismissed instantly.........
Confused illusions he didn't want to see.......
Actually sound premonitions.
Based upon intuition and actual events .......
All the little mysteries,
"Why'd you do that's. "
And "out of character acts"
Frolic naked in his mind ,
Constantly .........
Damming evidence.    
Yet love has ways .......
Chemical dispensary,
The heart cares less of consequences,
The right cocktail .......
Fades even obvious   trails ,
Of outright mutiny.......
The mind believe what the heart doesn't want it to see......
When  the  ghastly breeze took his hat from his head
He felt it
........it commanded respect
It smelled musty.......he looked up.......
Couldn't see.....giant raindrops  
.....spattering ........
He started twisting his ring........
Lot a things ........
He went to speak.........
His breath ramping up speed
His chest full  ......
Muscles flexing and involuntary happenings
Involved in communicating
The reeds in his vocal cords on the verge of resonating
A ultra slow blink
A brilliant flash #$☆☆☆
........lightning ?
Burnt the picture of everything
Into his brain
Chest cavity burning
Ears ringing .......hes not standing ..
Tries but ........
He's not able .........
Lies in denial.......
All along shes was his female Cain!
She  saunters ......
each heel  twisting ......popping up gleefully
Overly content .....
Cat ate the rat ...ingly
......

......walking......seductively.....

Away......

The thunder cap still cant get out the canyon........
Somethings    ........ Wrong.......
the young man
Drenched in retrospect
Staggered in from the rain
Hadn't yet accepted the pain
All his life flashing through his mind
His pride holding him upright
He knew things were far from right
He hadnt the strength to be bitter any more
Leaving a trail of globs of blood clotting on the floor
His eyes could barely open he was hollow
He couldnt ........ Didnt
Wouldnt cast his gaze upon her
Not any more
Not any more
His face began to contort almost as if the flesh was beginning to boil  off of his skull    ...........his lip trembled.
This ..............moment
Would culminate his whole life
This ................sole moment
He felt mortality leaching in from the wound he received from his soul regret
If he could say it all to her with one sentence ..........
He could die without these regrets
................this one moment where life ends and life begins
His whole body now tremors
And hes listing
She's not listnening
The lights dim
The cold fingers of death are begining to caress his leg
Up to his inner thigh
He could smell the dirt and all his worth burning away at the pyre
She ..........
........fickle ........
******* careless
Little wreck less Jezebel
She delivered the wound to the chest
And she knew it .....
And he knew it .........one
One giant tear from the pain
From the heart
Follow by a river
That was backed by a see.
This is it
  Right now
The best he could do is one word
One word .....
Just one..
Just .............
Death had a subtlety sickening seductive
Improper way about her
Like a **** he thought
You see ?  he thought......
The way she makes me think
Pale and gaunt he raised one finger so slightly
Water dripping from his hair into his eyes. He didnt care
He took A deep cold convulsive breath .............and said........
WE INTERRUPT THIS EVENING'S BROADCAST TO BRING YOU THIS
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STORY OF MY LIFE

Drawn by the bliss
my eyes are still closed from the last kiss
You ........................leave me.................
( OK for dramatism I'm leaving this line blank .......
So pretend I didn't say " breathless")
Oh my love why does love hurt so bad
And though ours is always short lived
I.....m.....obsessed i can still taste you on my lips
Why does our love need to be like this
When it comes to you there can be no substitute
Like a mad dog i run
Im insatiable i know when you come around
I become unstable
and i run
And i watch the toilsome sun
And the lunatic moon
Doomed to chase her
Without shame
from noon to noon
Like a moth to the flame
Relentless i dare not say
What the moon does is insane.
Anybody who can see what i go through to be with you .
Would say we both act the same



Dawn as the mist and the darkness
Are slowly consumed
Oh my heart yearns as days get longer
The very heart of me feeds on the time we are apart
Even my love for waiting grows fonder
I fantasize

My desire gets  stronger
And i run
You are near
The season is here
my enchantress
I succumb to you
Impatiently im not waiting
The lazy hot sun slowly crawls over the rock to help me
Aqua blue sky and ohhhhhhh
My love you are always looming
Within my lunatic mind
And i run to the end of my chain
My neck snaps where the pavement ends
I know where you are
Eyes fixed i need you
Oh my love
These chains will never hold not now no No NO
Calm down get a grip try to be smart about this .
Then i thrash like a mako
Klank jerking klank yanking
Klink
Thats it
A week link
Nostrils flared eyes purple
Half naked chest full
A wink and a perverted smirk
And i run
In to the splendor
I see you my love.
Do you remember
How many times you cut me
The blood you have taken .
The pain you inflict
My dear i was a meer child when we met  the first cut waz so severe
Im inflicted infected from youre nectar im so sick without you
I dont want a cure ill never recover
Like an addict ill always be here for you........................
Oh my wild mountain blackberry
love could never convey the the emotion or the essence of way i feel about you .