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Night
Alonely ....
Try ...
I'm trying not to be .
Ya between the lines I mean.
In side the black and yellow
By the pail blue moon
I rummage silently
Through this train wreck
Up in the cascades by sorta by Steven's pass. .  .
Little treasures in time
I find ..........
No worth ......except to me
Shouldn't be here. .
........I know ...  
But *** ......nothing else i can.  
Do ...  
WOW  is this what i think it is .....
Someone dropped a syringe..  
It's a metaphor for ...
I'm jaded. ...I done everything
I could do .....  
Except this .....
I mean. .......it's been a hard trek
To get this far down ......
This ...........not gonna lie.......
This is ****.......
I MEAN **** A F.
nervous I don't know what to expect .....
Pushing it in ......  
Kinda like a strong cup of coffee....
Wait....I should mention .....
I'm deranged and strange
Done so many things
Went from legend to insain
Now nothing slakes my thirst ....
So I'm not in my arm ....
I'm just left of my throat....
And I've already drawn back the plunger .... and
Pushing all of it in ......
Yahhhhhhhhhhhhhghhhhgggggg
Good golly miss moly........
I open my eyes and im 5 feet deep in your carpet .
I can't believe I'm here
And this is the highest I've even been .....
Lost and don't want to be found .
Don't nobody say anything.....
Actually go ahead .....
I'm covered in gold .....
I'm a king .....can't feel a thing
I'm so high
I ant never felt like I could feel like this .......I mean
THIS .......
This is like the pinnacle..... .
Higher stronger ........
Untouchable.......
I got you .....
I can't believe that waited this long .......
I had no idea . .......  
Monday,
WORK ......**** .....
it's time .....
I haven't slept yet ......
Saul good ...  
I'm still high .......
Call in sick .....
Then again ......
And..........
Oops ...Friday.......OK
I better atleast go today....
Still ain't slept
End of the day ......
I'm feeling it.....
I need to go home and slee
Nope
.....I'm up in the clouds again ......
I'm never looking back
When it ends i won't shed a tear ...AYEEEEEEEE IM JUST JAZZED ...
TO BE HERE.......
And .......ya ....
I'm still here .......
But BABE .......
WHERE ARE YOU.....
If you don't know . .  
This is a metaphor of my life and the syringe is you .....
You got me higher than I have
Ever even could imagine ...

I'm addicted to you ......
Never considerd.   Not having you.....
I'm lost and scared alone and dope sick for you acting like idk .....like a *****
...*** is wrong with me .I'm not needy !
I'm cool !
Well I used to be ....
Now I  need you ......
And I'm dope sick
I need you ....
BABE?!?!?!?!?!
WHERE ARE YOU
I NEED YOU
Hey
Paper cut my eye
Tears and snot. ...
Unshaved face grimaced ,
Contorted, out of sorts .
Not pretty ...I know
Grasping for anything to hold ,
Break the strength
Pressure.....high pressure .....
Teemering inside
High freq tea ***
Spasm....yelp
One release
Then one more
Like a bobble head
No more air
Push
No
Maxed
No more air .
I'm empty .
Floored lungs flat
Stuck like contact cement
I'm buckled .......
Crumpled
Un even .
Ugly .
Nothing ........
Will ..........gone .....
Your gone.......
Will ........I..


Go .......
On


One


No.....


One .....



No




Half......


I'm half



I can't stand ......


I'm torn




Half ......





You........


Left





Gone



No one could replace you.......
You can keep the half
...
I'll give you
This half to .....
Will you .....
Take it please

Take me with you ....
I will go with you and not burden you ......
If you don't......
I won't........
Be OK

With out you.....


Please
....


.i.........
Two
Rouge .....
So low i don't know ,
It's dystopian cold
Icy blue river flows
Maelstrom ******* noises
Caught up in the undertow ....
Easier though I have the strength
But not the will so I let go.......
Inundated and saturated with hate
Soul bruised
infused a delusional contusion
Frozen pushed too deep
I refuse to breath  in . ...
Close my eyes i feel warmth
Open ....... .In front of the salamander,asti spumante
A well made blanket
I'm dry except for the saline stream that goes over my flushed cheek
As I look you in the eyes
Thank you Sara .
You saved my life.  
I want to make you my concord  claufotis ......
If you don't mind.
I love you
Delton Peele Jul 13
U
Your the sunshine after  cold winters rain,
Your the reign that keeps me positive ,
Your the rain that sustains through my drought .
The vicoden when I'm in pain and
You still make me higher than ******
You are my heroine my love and my lady .
My woman my friend ,my desire ,
My want and everything .....
My confidant and my confidence,
My compass .....
My bravery in the face of fear
And I truly love you ...
I'm In the Saraseen !
I'm still so jazzed to be here ...
Delton Peele Jun 22
When have I been where?
Everywhere life has been fair,
Always not at the right time ,
unpredictable I never change ...
I have been a legend .....
In my own mind .......
Domesticatable?
Me?
A definite maybe ......
Everyone love me .....
Accept when I'm me ......
That's not a typo ,
It's a plea ,
Relax be kind ,
Live love and be colorblind ......
Find yourself .....help me
Remove the hate from human kind
Blend ,mend ,transcend the friction
Created by the upper echelon
Who instigate racial miss trust ,
Plus if you're not up to date ,,
Must not have enough to be with me ,
Perpetually desensitized by media
Seduced by advertising that replaces love with lust
Selling us that greed is something we need .
It's too much ...
How can we win ,
This human race
When we fall for this misdirection.
We need to fight ....
You and I .....
Fight for life ..
Back to back ,
Side by side  ...
NOT  face to face .....
When's the last time ,
You breathed deep and smiled
With out being told to ...
This critical mass generating gravity too fast.    
It's up to you,
Be outcast finish last ,
Free at last
with real love
That last
Delton Peele Jun 15
Y
Is it jovial ....
Is it ......
My life
I'm sure a
Point of view
Would undo these  unreal entanglements
My mind falsely ties me into
Laying here in strife and procrastinating
Wishing to find the little triggers
Which trip me down
And
Badger my brain with
Unmerited ratsbane
My obligations askew
Overburdened
Under duress
My fault I guess
Stressed .....
Ist it just me
Not a clue
Diazepam....
Yes please
Overdue .....
Yes please


Better make it two .........


Please and thank you ........


Souls bruised
I get confused in
Correlating rights and responsibilities
Because my insecurities
Undermine my esteem
And even though I know
I go into selflessness
Believing this should be surely a path.... to clemency
No ....
Only closer to mercy .......
Not quite ...
Sitting still silently
Still not moving .
Guilt pilling upon me
Going to get up and be superman again
Hero ......
Yup thatll be me ....
One of these days .
Yup yup
One of these days
Delton Peele Jun 15
Embrace this illusion,
Or face isolation
Every decision is an intersection,
roll the window down,
See the attractions hear the sounds ,
Smile.  
You will always have destinations.....
Some are for a long time .......
Others are for a little while ........
All are temporary,
The matrix of this existence,
One singular truth persists,
Whithout which nothing could exist ....
And that  is
One thing that will never change ,
Nothing will ever stay the same .....
I stared for what seemed to be an eternity,
(With the same perplexed look
When I  stare at my orange juice
Because it said concentrate.)
And finnally said slowly with a beurg ening smirk.
"I   d o n t k n o w......"
My teacher said of course you don't.......
I still got an A......for the class ....
I sometimes worry ,.
What about the kids who don't know how to play the game ....
What we learn isn't  always necessary,
What is necessary isn't taught
What is taught is out of necessity,
Which stems from greed ...
Subliminally we are geared
Generate revenue ,
Up upon the horizon is the the golden carrot .
You can almost touch ...
Not quite ..!
You can float down a snow melt trickle ,
Growing into a beautifull mountain stream.
Through the brooks ,into rivers ,
To the ocean ....
See everything there is to see .
Or you can put your foot down
And resist change ,. . As you sink ....
You will be covered in silt ....
There you will stay
Eventually you will be silent and still .
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