In a day's worth while being ignorant is the new sense of style I don't understand how that could make your life worthwhile but it must be eating at you

what am i truely to you reeled me in with your bate was only supposed to be needing you to help me and we evolved into what we are but do you feel as if we’re compatible or am i just another one of your fans in the stand waiting to be noticed but knowing i could'nt possibly have a chance given in advance gave you honestly on a silver platter who did you ******* and betray to turn out this way why am I being punishing  for the the ones before me

Confront and confine seems like we lose time reliving our past lives how the youth in us was stolen and the child in us dies the soul becomes a wandering hopeless nothing are our spirits lost in a void our life is nothing more than over played games

Why do I try with all my efforts to prove myself to you someone who never cared enough to show any affection who killed the child in me surprised that I reassured and how that affected when you neglected and directed this innocent soul into a isolated cold empty pit of a hole

What am I doing sitting & waiting stressing & debating if my messages didn’t seem real I’m always honest faking isn’t a skill of mine thats yours can I give up or do I stay & run this course but letting you go takes pieces of my soul & shatters my heart for once in my life I’ll put me first **** the ******* it’ll only be another abandoned mission so what am I stressing over so I’ll just make a decision keep myself safe & keep away from your *******

My nights are long and days are short even nature doesn't seem perfect anymore, you've gave me wounds with the words you've used and never will you say forgive me I'm sorry

Is he missing me or discovering someone new, better, smarter missing me like a rose missing its petals but falls in love with discovering a new there will be more I suppose does he wonder, wonder about the what if’s and an’s is there something will you shine for me, show me who you are blossom for me bloom and grow for every day that passes I know it’s a day closer to you