You push me down
I smile as I drown

I see your surprise
As I shed my disguise

See this beast inside?
I suggest you run & hide

That little seed that spark?
Has exploded into dark

So You can’t push me underwater
For I am evil I am slaughter

My life has a story to tell
I want to break things
I want to sing
I want to run
I want to feel the sun
I want to fly
I want to know why
I want to be wrapped in a cocoon
I want float like a balloon

I WANT

I try to buy love
Like a shirt or a glove
When loves not for sale
It’s like my soul is in jail

How dare you
Take away my choice

What gives you
The right to silence my voice

How could you
Turn away a father

When he came
To see his baby daughter

I hear you calling
Calling me home
And I want to go

I see the visions
They are so real
only way I can feel

I know I’m loosing
I quit playing the game
Only myself to blame

I hear my screams
I can no longer move
And I don’t want too

Standing together holding hands
Watching the world die from where we stand
I’m not afraid and I don’t cry
It’s like I know the answer so I don’t ask why
You are beautiful and you are calm
Just being near you feels like a song
Our white gowns blow in the wind
I used to wonder if I’d ever see you again
Buildings crumble and buildings fall
The one we are on is still standing tall
Peace comes over me everything’s ok
As we watch the Earths last day.

Hide

I need a wall to lean on
All my strength is gone
Give me a buoy to float
I cannot swim on hope

Give me a ladder to climb
I’ve sunken deep in my mind
I need a hand to hold
To stop from feeling alone

A prescription for pain
To stop the thoughts in my brain
I should get off the ground
But Gravity is pulling me down

Let me sink in your embrace
To ease the crazy that I face
All the things I am inside
Is on the battlefield where I hide