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 Jan 2013 J Christmas
Robyn
Shadow
 Jan 2013 J Christmas
Robyn
What is a shadow?
It copies me
It follows me
It knows my every move
It sits there while I'm writing this
Arm or leg?
With me, it's smooth
It knows my every twitch
Every shift, every slide
It copies me
It follows me
Unlike me, it will not die
Cats no less liquid than their shadows
Offer no angles to the wind.
They slip, diminished, neat through loopholes
Less than themselves; will not be pinned

To rules or routes for journeys; counter
Attack with non-resistance; twist
Enticing through the curving fingers
And leave an angered empty fist.

They wait obsequious as darkness
Quick to retire, quick to return;
Admit no aim or ethics; flatter
With reservations; will not learn

To answer to their names; are seldom
Truly owned till shot or skinned.
Cats no less liquid than their shadows
Offer no angles to the wind.
As the time of dusk fades, and the air is tinted steely blue,
The whole of my perceived world relaxes and exhales its colors;
They slowly flee from me, and I am left in a shadowy night,
I am frightened for my very life.

But dancing colors begin to ooze out from underneath the fabric of the darkness,
dancing yellow firefly lights, they surround me.
They sing the song of all the days colors; in their glowing brilliance
They are so pure they exist within me, living, breathing,
And I blink.
I have to check that they are still there.
They must be there.
Its rough. Thoughts.
I shall never get you put together entirely,
Pieced, glued, and properly jointed.
Mule-bray, pig-grunt and ***** cackles
Proceed from your great lips.
It's worse than a barnyard.

Perhaps you consider yourself an oracle,
Mouthpiece of the dead, or of some god or other.
Thirty years now I have labored
To dredge the silt from your throat.
I am none the wiser.

Scaling little ladders with glue pots and pails of Lysol
I crawl like an ant in mourning
Over the weedy acres of your brow
To mend the immense skull-plates and clear
The bald, white tumuli of your eyes.

A blue sky out of the Oresteia
Arches above us. O father, all by yourself
You are pithy and historical as the Roman Forum.
I open my lunch on a hill of black cypress.
Your fluted bones and acanthine hair are littered

In their old anarchy to the horizon-line.
It would take more than a lightning-stroke
To create such a ruin.
Nights, I squat in the cornucopia
Of your left ear, out of the wind,

Counting the red stars and those of plum-color.
The sun rises under the pillar of your tongue.
My hours are married to shadow.
No longer do I listen for the scrape of a keel
On the blank stones of the landing.
 Jan 2013 J Christmas
r l
You
 Jan 2013 J Christmas
r l
You
You 
You're like a storm
Bringing rain and destruction
Then leaving after you're done
Looking back at all the chaos you've caused
You 
You tricked me into thinking you cared
Until you found out how I felt
And you left
Like it was no big deal
You
You ignored me
Ruined me
You stopped talking to me and started talking about me
You
I loved you 
Now I  hate you
I was so stupid to think that you would ever be mine
I felt so dumb that i couldn't get you out of my mind
You
 You fooled me
Abandoned me
I still loved you
I missed you,even though you were never mine
You
You hurt me, left scars
But time heals all wounds
I've gotten over you,but not the things you've done
And I don't think I ever will
Sorry,wrote this quickly so it's not the best. :/
 Jan 2013 J Christmas
Eurydice
Walk
 Jan 2013 J Christmas
Eurydice
Pour me a glass of your galaxy,
for me to see what i get out of it,
then I'll decide if i want to stay.
You may be right
and you may want it your way
but haven't you heard the birds say,
that the fleeting soul doesn't stop.
It may break your heart or mine
but you know, that, I cant stay for too long
For, I have a long way to go
and a pleasant journey ahead..
with you or without,
I must walk ahead.
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