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J Christmas Dec 2011
Remember all the days you never lived.          ...Ahh But what you wouldn't give...
                         Tip the scales to disrepair and know what it is to be the
                                                                ­  living dead.
    
    Who else amongst us hath seen them walk again?

     Lifeless, infected.       Soulless.        Only bones within.
  Sustenance injected.                   Eyes dark as pitchblende.
    Heart  Neglected.                  Loosing rhythm as it distends.
      Feel protected?                  On your doorstep it doth impend.
And furthermore my friends, more than just a few of us,
   are as ****** as them.          You see, life seeks out solutions
                                       to conundrums of survival,         problems,          strife.
                                       Watch it steal away the will to stay and any real meaning to life.
                                        Death, the payment for travel inside this nexus of senses and sexes
                                        seems painful and excessive or made brief by all the excesses,
                                         is non-refundable no matter how you choose to live
                                         for even the ungrateful agree it was a small price to give
  
Let the dead share with you your secrets."There is but plenty to fear" And "The store is always open, so ya'll come back now you hear?"
*Copyright John D. Christmas @2011
J Christmas Aug 2011
I shall love diners after Death
                 Famished from a million mile trek
                           Soft dances, whimsical, flowing
                                    All in time and in step
                                             Effervescent  in its antiquity
          Light penetrates the vociferate soul
                    A blinding silhouette Reveals the true physique
                             casting no shadows
                                  back, at last, back to the harmony &
                                 surrealism of our sacrarium, our home
                                   no more hours to waste away
                            nothing to signifying  
                                            night from day
                 no need to search for words to convey
                  As we began we return just as we should
                   our recrudescence revivifies our sainthood
                                            with No judgment charged upon us
                                         with no reward for the good
                                     neither condemned are the noxious
                                 immoral nor the many many absurd
               For those deleterious malignant calamities
                    must remain incarcerated on Earth
                              from whence it came
                               As we Return once again
                                         soul cleansed in beatific death
                                                The physical abandoned with sin
                        The dead left unknown,
un birthed
Shut in
John Deryck Christmas copyright 2011
J Christmas Aug 2011
So much time wasted clouding every breath
   Drinking&Drunk; On lust,
      obscenes & Sweet mad death

          Living dead walking Deprived of all my Dreams
   Filling my empty cavity     with cheap poison and fantasy

For Salvation I'm  Reprobate And I Abnegate any God
My soul it lags a clime behind Wondering along a Trod
          Upon rough road This Night I drag my soul
        My Eidolon I so abhor, And whats more -
                     The debt of sins My Father left
                  I am cursed to forever labor just as
                    My iniquitous score is payed for
                      Not by me But my first born

                                  All my wrongs  Forgotten
                                  All the chores I've left undone
                                  And of the least do I concern
                                 Our battles cannot be won &
                                  some good deeds if not them all  
                                                           ­               are bound to go Unsung
John Deryck Christmas *copyright 2011*
J Christmas Jul 2011
Scream at the sky
Slice wide the wild yonder with your flint ax
The **** your mind tears at to get through
bleeds Blue
Royal tomb
cradles you
Roar at the stars
steal those gems of their sparkle and gleam
scream every minute you exist
scream when you exit.
Roaring Tomb
*Copyright John D. Christmas @2011
J Christmas May 2011
What now with you is wrong
In vein you hide your shame
   The shadows are long
   Your chance near gone
To dive in and make your change
      Our Dead Beat God
      Has left this place
       Tapered steel
       still medicates
        Pay for Death
                                 is that a joke?
                                   No I'm serious
I always speak of what my mind's eye sees
   Religious nuts curse my reasonings
                  For Blasphemy they're Damning me
                           Forgetting & Unforgivingly
                                  Faulting the rational sanity
                                            The very god they praise
                                                       Hath Given Me

        Faith separates the weak
            From the beholders of the sun
                    Only those who've sought
                          Far from pages man has spun
                                 May again become One
*John Deryck Christmas copyright 2011*
J Christmas Jan 2011
Hath never a query been breathed to you in jest?
   Put forth to make you ponder what lies beneath
the askers  unrest?

   Deceit doth your eyes portray through
the bewildered mask you display
                    Such subterfuge hides not the pulse
                        exposing shameful beatings 
          whilst thine own heart, in return, you betray

The worth you imagine when reflecting who you are
Mirror image of dirt maybe less
   Crippling your loves capacity   
  and your fragile esteem to abscess.

       Dearest to you are the insults and curses
one gave you with harm as the only intent.
       With reverence you hold that stigma  
and affront any complement with contempt.
*Copyright John D. Christmas @2011
J Christmas Jun 2010
The sun rose & set 6 times
Before collapse put to rest
               This mess that is me
  Dreams plead in vein for my
Eyes to open cleansed & sane
                           Sweet screams
  Ghosts whisper Ill prophecies
Just beside and behind me
    My pale outer shell drifts
  Deeper into the darkness
                          That enslaves me
  A soul yearns to flee when it finds
Home has long since been traded
                             For a hole
  I feel your arm around me
And hear your prayers and loving word
  But I need a cure for apathy
or a break from this theater of the absurd
                             Come, be blessed
  Well,If He exists He doesn't talk to this fiend
God, has from me, long ago abscessed
                                Make way
   The only ghosts that haunt me
Are the shadows that lead me
                                          Astray.
*Copyright John D. Christmas @2011
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