She walked into the dark dreary bar,
wondering if she should turn back, run to her car...
Smoke billowed without notice, filling the small room,
a few regulars were perched on barstools, speaking of gloom
They saw her walk in as they poured down their beers
Her well pressed suit and designer shoes,
She definitely did not belong here...
The high tops stood empty, as she pulled up a stool
Ashtrays and peanuts strategically placed, beer on tap, being kept cool
She sat still in the darkness, thick smoke all around
She was a prisoner now, she could not make a sound
Her head began to ache, her mind began to race
She knew she did not belong in this place...
The jukebox began playing some sad country song
Her heart started screaming, something was wrong!
The door finally opened
There he stood
Wearing the red sweater, like he said he would
Strange grin on his face, he was covered in sweat
She couldn't move now, not a hair out of place
He walked closer and closer, her heart started to race
She had no where to hide, no where to run,
She knew right then, the nightmare had only begun...

I woke up on the hard concrete
I was lying face down
Gravel stuck to my cheek
How did I get here?
My mind started to race
Fear swallowed me alive
I wanted to run, I wanted to hide
I picked myself up
Looked all around
No one was there
I could not hear a sound
It was cold and dark
Dreary and damp
In the distance I saw the lamp
I dragged my body to it
Turned on the light
What I saw was a horrifying sight!
Dead bodies hanging, like sides of beef
Some bodies looked fresh, others were bones
I need to escape, I need to get home
There is no door, no way to leave
The stench is overwhelming, it’s getting harder to breath
Then I see you
Standing there
Fire in your eyes, long straggly hair
You come closer
I have nowhere to go
I’ll be hanging here too, and no one will know

I am finally done
Dreaming of you and me
It was never meant to be
I was blind
But now I see
I'll move on
Yet again
searching for
A lover, a friend
Is my life over
Just let me cry
I'm sick of trying
Just let me die
I hug my cat
It'll be alright
I have to go on
At least one more night

I woke up at the airport
Sitting at the gate
How did I get in the wheelchair?
How long do I wait?
Where am I going?
My head pounds as I try to think
Nothing is clear, when did I blink
I look up at the gate, A13
The destination is blurry, my face turning green
The knot in my stomach tells me where I’ll soon be
Rehab time again
So why did I leave?

I sat on the bench, every day in the park
I'd love to sit there
From light to dark
Something was different,
When I saw your face
Your chiseled profile
And striking blue eyes...
Took my breath away
Took me by surprise
You strolled casually by
Confidence in every stride
Do I want you to see me?
Do I want to just hide?
Your powerful aura has me magnetized
I can't stop myself,
I'm mesmerized
I jump off the bench
I have no control
I follow you...
You don't even know
I walk faster and faster
To keep up the pace
I don't want to lose your beautiful face
I want to say something
But no words will come out
What’s controlling me,
What’s this all about?
Is it fatal attraction?
I know you want me too
Once I catch you,
I'll know what to do…
The park is getting crowded, it's hard to keep up,
Something inside, tells me I must
Then I see her, standing there
Tall and beautiful, long shiny hair
He walks up and gives her a kiss on the cheek
There's a small child running, underneath his feet
My heart is screaming "No, I'm sure he's the one!"
Who is this woman, I want her gone!
I sit on the bench, day after day, watching and waiting
She had become my prey...
The park was empty
She was walking alone
Distracted by the beeping coming from her phone
I walked over slowly, never to be seen
I took out the knife
It gallantly gleamed
I waited until the right moment,
Her back was to me
All I wanted was for him to be free…
I lifted the knife high, and struck it down hard
Her body went limp, her face grossly scared
I went back to my bench
Holding the knife tight
Sirens were wailing, I saw the flickering lights
They must understand
This is how it had to be,
He didn’t love her, he was meant to be with me…

I smelt his scent
Before I even saw him, beautiful and well-groomed
Sweet honey apples and *** filled the room
He walked in with a confident strut
Suddenly I felt love struck
I'd never seen him before
But felt I've known him a lifetime
When he walked through the door
I found myself shaking
I couldn't make a sound
He came walking towards me
I almost hit the ground
He said "hello"
That's all it took
I knew we'd be married
Yes I was hooked

I want to stop the sadness
I want to **** the madness
That’s running my life
That cuts like a knife

I don’t know what to do
I’m so in love with you
I know you don’t feel the same
I know it’s me to blame

I’ve been a mess
My whole **** life
No wonder you don’t trust me now
I should just leave and say ciao

I give up
On life and love
Just take me please
My Lord above

There is something wrong inside my head,
keeping me prisoner in my bed
The wounds are deep,
some small, some large
I see no blood,
at least so far
I grab a smoke,
my only friend...
Smoke fills the room
could this be the end?
The alarm goes off
my head starts to pound
Louder and Louder...
I can't bear the sound!
I crawl deeper beneath the blankets
covering my head
I have no thought at all to escape from my bed

I lay here hiding, but hiding from what?

Smoke fills the room, I'm the only one here...
Soon it'll be over
my pain and my fear...