I’m just living life a day at a time
I thought I would sit here and write this rhyme

Each and every day is full of change
From the smallest ripple in a stream
To the man I’ve been waiting for
Walking out of my dream

I live for change
It’s not scary to me as it is for some
Change can be good
Change can be fun

Change is not always great
That I must admit
I always have to be ready
For that next heavy hit

But for most of my days
Life is an adventure to me
I long for the excitement
Reach for the sky, and that next mystery

The sound of bagpipes in the air
The bittersweet taste of dark green beer
Leprechauns playing in the yard
Finding trouble isn’t that hard
They are doing back flips off the lawn chairs
Shamrocks flying all through the air
Time to let loose, let your worries be gone
Everyone get your Irish on!

Happy St. Patty’s Day!

I love cozy rainy days
To stay in bed in a happy haze
Nothing much I have to do
Just watch a good flick
And make love to you

This isn't what I wanted
But this is what I got
I had a chance
And I blew my only shot

It was all me
Didn't known what I had
When he didn't take me back
I had the nerve to be mad

Now he is happy
Engaged right away
I wish I could go back in time
And make it all ok

It's too late now
She's got the ring
I've got nothing
I lost my king

To be in love
To be loved
To cherish another human being more than life itself
To find that special someone
Is it only for the young?
What is young
I thought I'd found love before
The tingly feeling you get
When your heart skips a beat
When all you do is think of that person, hear their voice, picture their face
And life feels complete
Where is such love?
Does it exist or is it a fantasy which will never come true
How many times did I think it was you
But you left
No one wants commitment
Casual affairs are the trend
but I will keep looking for true love, until the end

I sit on the bar stool
In the dimly lit bar
I’m getting buzzed
I can’t see near or far

When did I lose my wit and charm?
I never heard a warning alarm
Drink in hand, shot waiting next
When did I get myself into this mess?

I put the glass to my lips, my only friend
It’s off to the races, here I go again

I’m scared to leave, afraid to stay
Uncertain if I’ll be given another day

I don’t know what’s to become of me
It’s getting harder and harder to see

I’m so **** tired of living this way
I don’t think I can handle this world of gray

I down my drinks, and then another
This life I’m living, I’m starting to smother

I feel myself falling from the stool
I only hear laughing
I pass out like a fool

Blackness is my only friend, maybe this is finally the end

I close my eyes and I can hear the ocean rolling up onto the soft white sand
I close my eyes and I can smell the salt water teasing my nose
I close my eyes and I feel the sun blanketing my body with warmth
I close my eyes and I hear the seagulls passing by

I close my eyes and I see you
Like a dream, you reach out your hand
I take it
My heart is filled with love
My body tingles

I open my eyes
I'm in my bed
Alone
I cry for the moments I had
With my eyes closed...