Everyday it's hard to decide,

Is she wrong or is she right.

Should I run or should I hide,

Should I love or should I fight.

Darker than the darkest nights,

Brighter than the brightest lights.

Without her it's hard to survive,

Show me the way , it's hard to find.

I need to get myself together,
I 'm gonna go let myself fly .
cuz an easy life's all I wanted,
Now I just wonder why did I.
Lessons will come from mistakes,
Learning them will make me wise.
Maybe I'll keep on trying,
Until I escape the skies.

I have been feeling ill ,
And its just me , who i wanna **** .
No ! No ! No ! don't stop me dear ,
I've seen it all from love to fear .
Just take back this ******* throne ,
that's not what , i ******* own .
Or just leave me the **** alone ,
See i just can't watch my ******* tone .

Your heart is a stereo ,
and i love all its songs .
I can go on listening ,
for hours and long .

If i just miss a beat ,
would you play on repeat .
would you let me hear it ,
till our rhythm's meet .

And it might seem so crazy ,
for the reasons , unknown .
But keep me in your heart ,
its a place i belong .....

Its raining and lightning over...
and in these lonely showers ...
i just miss her more than ever ...

Searching words   just to write ,
catching thoughts   black & white .
Passing by  with speed of  light ,
suddenly  they are out of  sight  .

Wrote some down as they descend ,
in my mind like colors they blend .
Well now there is nothing , nothing to extend ,
cause love is silent and words pretend .

Throwing words , just to rhyme ,
sure  is   ,  hell  of  a  crime .
So thinking of nothing , i played my flute ,
cause words were nothing , but just too brute .

Feeling lost , with every tick ,
Smoking herb , for thoughts to click .

Spiral smoke , coming out ,
I felt at peace , without a doubt .

Inhaling bliss ,  exhaling fears ,
At below zero , there are no tears .

Truth is truth , so truth be told ,
I burnt something , but it feels so cold .

Soon enough , this twilight will end ,
And in this sky , the colors will blend .

But life goes on , around the clock ,
So let me have , my frozen smoke .