Today is my birthday
I'm twenty
and
I wish myself
and
my twin sis
a happy birthday........
♡♡♥♡♡

I
Think
I
Can
Call
These
Nights
As
Lost
Nights
As
my
Sadness,
Sorrows,
Stress,
Loneliness
And
All
The
memories
lost
From
My
Mind
!!!!!

You will  understand me
when you got two sisters
who are better than you
and a brother
who always ignore you
and a caring mom
who always love
you all equally
yet you won't get enough
and a lovable dad
who always make you feel
you are useless

You told
nothing lasts forever
and I thought
you are that nothing
but
you never were

a minute with you
my life is perfect
another minute i miss you
my life is miserable

I yearn for your
unconditional love
but you ignored
Yet
I found some love
in your ignorance
which makes me alive

she called him
he said: don't disturb me,please???
she said: okay
again she called him
to talk to him
as she understood
what his heart said
along with his lips,
that is, while his lips said
don't disturb me,please???
his heart whispered
will you please disturb me???
i love to be disturbed by you

her problem is
she understand
more than
what he says
and he loves it
but not her

this time
i'll definitely
forget you
my beloved
secret lover

my eyes are hurting
when i see you leaving
and i'm now realizing
that you were right there
in my eyes
all these days and
i was worrying about you
without knowing your presence
in my lonely
little eyes

I'm still stuck
At the moment
where those
Wonderful
Lips
Of
Yours
suddenly
Touched
Mine
And
Slowly
Started
To
Make
My veins
Feel
Cold

do you really mean it
when you say
don't text or call
a couple of times?
till now i thought that
you were just kidding me,
and
i also thought that
you loved to be disturbed by me
but
now i realize that
it was just a thought and
thoughts may go wrong
sometimes..

That
moment
When
Your
Lips
Hardly
Pressed
Into
Mine...
!!!!!!

i have
finally
found you,
the missing
piece
of my puzzle
which is
called
my life
and
i'm complete
now

how could you
go away from me
without even bidding
a farewell kiss for me???

he loved her
but never promised her
of his love
as he knew
how much deeply
she is in love
with him
and also he knew
he won't be able
to protect his promise
so he never took
the risk of telling her
how much he loves her

in this way
he says that
she will be less hurt,
if she gets to know
that he too loves her
she won't move on
and make her
own beautiful life

"let her be happy
without my love"
were his last words
for her innocent love
while
"i will always
cherish the love
i have for him"
were her last words
for his unknown love

what is the name
of our ongoing relationship
which consists of
no expectations???

what
will
happen
to
me
if
you
are
gone,

not
like
the
previous
on­es

but
what
about
forever...???