I wonder
If I can
Say those
5 letters to
You
I look
And you continue to
Look about
I wonder
If
I have the
Capability
Of speaking
To someone
I so dearly
Wish to know
You have so
Many things that
Make me think
Where
Are you from?
Why do I
Look at at you?
I wonder too
Sometimes
I just can't speak
It pulls me down
Even as I try
To swim back up.
I look and
Just think
If only
I could
I think
I can
So I say it
And that's
How the story goes

~Fin.

But if I drifted away
Would you pull me back?
Take me in your arms?
Do you know?

~Fin.

You guys
Light up my world
Filling me up with joy
But in the worst times
Make me realize
There is a reason
To get up
And
Get better

~Fin.

I love you
So much
To which
I hope
You won't
Break
Me into
Pieces

~Fin.

We used to
Play and run around
We used to
Make jokes
And laugh
Till we
Couldn't anymore
Happy times
We were
Always
One
Then you
Started to drift
Away
We tried to
Keep up
But
We fell apart
Eventually we
Parted ways
Not to see
Again
But
Then again
Crossed paths
Just for an instant
You forgot
Did I?
Never
But
It happens.
My requiem.

~Fin.

I wrote myself
A story
To live
A mask
Covering the pain
The things I want
To keep hidden
From the rest
Of the world
But
What if
I'm starting
To think
That
I want them
To know?

~Fin.

I have so many
Thoughts
Running through
My mind
I can put the letters
Together
Connect
The dots
I try to speak
Just as the thought comes
You shouldn't say that
And it's pulling it away
Along with me
Dragging me
Till I can't breathe
I'm drowning
In this ocean
In my thoughts
I want to speak
It's too late now
It pulling me down
Into the dark.

~Fin.