Vibrant and mesmerizing
Her tones always perfect
Tasteful and attractive
Her skin radiates.
One smile; we're hooked!
Is she aware of her Goddess look?
Her walk is slow and elegant
As she steps out of her car
Red lips, voluminous locks
High heels, leather pants
Revealing blouse, perfection.
As she walks, time stands still
Her hazel eyes stirs souls
The ground itself in love.
What are her desires?
None of us dare to ask.
Too afraid to be rejected
Or scared she is a fantasy.

Memorable dreams

I let go of my Humanity

Embrace the Universe

With open arms.

Surreal as it is, its Home

Nothing else matters.

Light as a feather

I drift away.

Gravity nonexistent

I laugh out loud.

Echoed with silence

Forever my hiding place.

With every flowing tear down my cheek

A memory has lost its strain on me.

With every kiss my lips encounter

A life event has webbed another chapter.

With every step I take towards you, love

A dream has taken shape, gently shifting.

With alluring eyes, I  fell captive in its mirage

A strong desire has rippled thru time and space.

With every ounce of effort wanting to escape

A loving hand has pulled me out from freezing ice.

With shaking hands upon his face, I gazed

An Angel has found me lost and almost dead.

With breath of fire has he brought me back

To continue my journey in hopes of finding you.

Muse comes only when I'm sad
She holds me in her arms
Her warm embrace is life
I'm not alone, she's by my side.
When happiness is in, she's gone
Why does she leave so sudden?
I think of her at night
A piece of me is always lost
How can I have it all for once?
Muse, you're my Holly grace
I try to understand your ways
Without you I have no say.
Nothing comes out right
Please help me find my voice
In a labyrinth of my creation.
Darkness unveils my fears
Maze after maze takes place
I cannot find a clear way out.
I'm blind, I need some air
These walls are closing in
Muse can keep me safe.
Where are you? Please help
Laying down I am giving up
Just bury me and let me rot
I have been lost to long
Nobody cares as much as I
Goodbye my Muse!
I hope you find your peace
In the ground for eternal rest.

Glamorous yet humble
Outgoing yet shy
Loving yet distant
Trusting yet skeptical
Happy yet alone.
Attributes and faults
Our human face exposed.
Life is full of choices
Some good, some bad
Light shines bright
Wherever we are.
Humble yet poor
Shy yet desirable
Distant yet adored
Skeptical yet satisfied
Alone yet full of life.
This circle's rotation
Continuously refines us
From our lowest self
To our highest creation.

Where are you?
No call, no letter, nothing!
I've been waiting and waiting
With every passing day
I feel as I am going insane.
You left me with nothing
You walked out the door
Such a long time ago.
I still don't understand
How have I wronged you?
It happened way too fast,
I didn't get a chance
To say "I love you"
Alone at night I suffer
I cry myself to sleep
Between the sheets I weep.
Angry and hurt in silence
I wish you didn't hurt me
And left me broken hearted
Hard to bare such wasted love.
Alone and old I melt away
A life full of pain and hope
One day you will walk back
Without a word embrace me
On your chest I rest my head
We travel back in time
When we were young and happy.

What’s destiny, what’s faith, what’s longing?
Somehow, I arrived back to where I started.
Why? Is life a choice or controlled from afar?
Where do I go from here? What am I looking for?
Validation of purpose maybe or nothing more?
Impossible to think my own built up super walls
Can impact my ability to fully feel.
I’ve done enough, I am enough!
Undoubtedly, every cell corrects my thoughts!
With these questions, three to be exact.
Playing on my mind like a broken saxophone
Haven’t filled the void of my existence,
Other questions will arise and discard the old
Like a snake shedding its skin, renewed yes.
Free… I do not think so!