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Fey Apr 18
I want to
sleep under the rainy cacophony of spring,
feel how
life returns to its buds in one graceful fling.
Life.
Are you here with me still?

© fey (18/04/25)
Fey Apr 18
Sometimes the shadow of you still lingers
in the books you once recommend,
among the verses of the bands you mentioned.
You ruined the experience of certain videogames too; the one where you spoilered
a certain character death in Assassin's Creed II;
said Silent Hill was silly for foreshadowing monsters with the soundtrack to creep out a *****,
****-talked Alan Wake for using a flashlight to eliminate the enemies;
but forgot to mention that you were a monster too.
Yeah, you liked to portrait my favorite games as silly and aloof,
what were you so insecure about?
I remember how you pushed me to touch you,
in this tent when we went out with our class back then.
Didn't accept me feeling scared and not wanting to.
You didn't accept my boundaries then and demanded other atrocities as well.
Where you never ashamed?
You contacted me ten years later, while I was playing Kingdom Hearts with a friend.
Had the worst panic attack but that didn't interest you the slightest, am I right?
When I found out your twitter and how you whined about still being a ******,
have you forgotten to mention what you did to me back then?
I guess that would be too inconvenient.
******* about having anxiety and depression,
you put me through hell and you dare to speak of mental health?
You are still disrespecting women like this pathetic Incel
you still are.
And guess what? I still read Eragon and play Dark Souls and Halo and Skyrim without you butting in.
I won't let you ruin the fun I made for me.
Goodbye then.
Goodbye for real.

© fey (18/04/25)
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Fey Apr 15
Have you seen the rain in grey Berlin today?

Above the cherry blossom's egg shell trees
where we
engaged in critical ideas at three;
pure white thoughts rippling beneath
miasmas in the asphalt creeks,
primordial, yet still so meek.

The city lights ate hopes with these
canine teeth from West to East,
fluorescent mouth to feed.
Still I am at ease;
about remaining crumbs to keep;
at the border of our fading sleep.
Am I a sheep?

I saw the rain in grey Berlin today,
tomorrow it may be too late.

© fey (15/04/25)
Fey Feb 13
They dressed me in whispers, in silken deceit,
Painted my face with a love incomplete.
A puppet, they called me, a doll made of glass,
Shaped by their hands, by a past I surpassed.

They spoke with conviction, their tongues laced with gold,
Took what they wanted and left me in the cold.
A prize on a shelf, a mirror of need,
Fed on control while I learned how to bleed.

But cracks tell a story, and glass learns to shatter,
Chains lose their strength when the soul grows much flatter.
I gathered the pieces and stitched them with flame,
No longer their object, no longer their gain.

Now when I speak, my voice shakes the air,
No longer a whisper, but truth laid out bare.
They see me, they fear me; no longer confined,
For I am not theirs, I am finally mine.

© fey (13/02/25)
Fey Jan 26
Resting in the rift
of January’s frozen stillness,
where ephemeral light
breaks through the rooftop's
halogenic heart strings.
Above me,
the gray-streaked
shyness of the treetops,
and my feet drift through
the fragile maze of asphalted
spring crops.
From afar, clausthrophobic crowds
press on
toward a remnant of living transience,
stretched across a pale blue ground,
fluttering jade-green,
the bleak expression of the working man's transgressing weariness.
And where I still went to school today,
fatigue
lingers on.
And where I still went to function for society
fatigue
carries on.

© fey (25/01/25)
Fey Jan 18
I don't want to go to sleep.
Tomorrow whets its work day claws,
my chore doubling faults reach ankle deep–
I am a ****** up, tongue-tied government sheep;
in capital letters
MY MOUTH DRIFTS TO SLEEP
as we were taught to be silent
in those capitalist dreams.
as we were taught
not to
speak

© fey (17/01/25)
Fey Nov 2024
In the corridors of your thoughts,
where shadows climb walls,
time trembles like a shy bird,
trapped beneath the dome of the self.

Every step a struggle,
every door a verdict,
and behind each key
the whisper of worlds
you will never enter.

The air tastes of dust and silence,
of machines spinning without purpose.
Your heart beats to the rhythm of uncertainty,
an insect
striking the glass of the world.

Was the metamorphosis a curse,
or simply this:
what we all are—
losses in endless spaces,
stains on maps
no one reads anymore?

Yet in your pain,
fragile as cobwebs in twilight,
there lives a secret:
to grasp the invisible,
to feel the unnameable,
and to find, in silence,
what we long ago forgot.

You build yourself a room of mist,
windowless,
yet filled with the whispers of voices long gone.
The walls breathe heavily,
like creatures you cannot see,
who settle in the hollows of your dreams.

A beetle crawls across the ceiling,
slower than time itself,
each leg burdened by a question
you never dared to ask.

Outside—
the city of paper,
torn by a wind
that refuses to rest.
Streets lead to nowhere,
and the nowhere bears your name.

Your footsteps echo like murmurs from other lives.
A labyrinth of faces,
their eyes forever closed.
You search for the exit,
but find only mirrors,
their glass fogged by your breath.

In this house of night, you are king,
prisoner, and creator all at once.
A butterfly without colors,
fluttering through rooms
that no light has ever touched.

© fey (23/11/24)
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