Know it's been broken more times than I can count.

Know I spent precious time and energy putting it back together again.

So, if it doesn’t look new and shiny, I hope you see.

The sacrifices I made to love again.

The hope I lost when my love went to waste.

The care I took putting it back together again.

The fear I have handing my heart to you praying you’re the one.

As I trust you with my battered, cracked love filled part of myself please don’t break it for one day I will not be able to piece it back together

What the hell were you thinking when you looked my way?

I know. someone else to bring into your world of pain.

What the hell were you doing when you promised me the world?

I know. I will shatter your world into pieces and blame you.

What the hell were you thinking when you married me?

I know. She can’t leave me now I own her.

What the hell were you thinking when you accused me of cheating?

I know. If I’m doing it, she has to be.

What the hell were you thinking when you made me fear you?

I know. Now I got her where I want her.

What the hell was I thinking when I let you?

I know. I’m still waiting on the world you promised me. Instead I let you shatter it into pieces while I stayed