When the chaos of my life stops
My Wandering Thoughts are finally silent
And peace envelopes my soul
I miss having someone to hold
How I'm feeling now.
Dead can't tell and life can't keep.
The only guiding light in the darkest parts of life.
Sinfully delicious flesh
Filled with desire
The sweetest wine cannot compare
Earth's most carnal pleasure
Forever a taboo for some
Yet others most prized treasure
Moans of ecstasy the sweetest song
Silken bodies coming together
in a timeless dance
How can you not want to tease and tempt?
Coaxing out desires of the flesh
For my most carnal sin.
Beats with passion
Burns with desire
Aches with pain
Yearns to be loved
Hopes to be given
Wants to be needed
Claimed by none
Broken by many
Burned by all
Yet this heart of mine
Keeps the light on for that
I am torn in two
One part of me loves you
The other fears the beast in you
It's hard to chose between the two
I miss what we had before the new you
The hurt that comes forth now from being with you
Has me torn in two
The laughter I shared in the beginning with you
My heart aches at the loss of the old you
The love I hold has me torn in two
I don't know how to tell you
I gave my all to you
For you to tear me in two
I don't love the new you
I love the old you
When the person you fell in love with changes, but your holding on to the memories of before.