you left me alone to cry, but yet my eyes are still dry
You didn't want to hurt me I find that hard to believe.
you pretended to care, but you were just afraid of being alone.
Afraid of the consequences of getting involved.
you loved her but she didn't want you back,
the love I held for you is the love you wanted from her
and the love you held for her is the love I wanted from you.
I held you close to my heart but that doesn't matter does it?
I wasn't good enough because I wasn't what you wanted I wasn't her.
the words from your mouth faded away they weren't loud enough to break through to me.
I should have seen it before it was all right in front of me,
you wanted her you never wanted me
You said you didn't know what you wanted but I feel deep inside you really do
you just know that she will never want you.
You had something good right in front of your eyes, but wait I guess I actually wasn't considered good to you.
I  let you think everything was ok,
I pretended that I didn't care.
The the emotions roll off of me and I try to protect you,
won't let you feel bad
even when my heart is breaking, you're the only consideration.

Should I stay or should I go?
I guess you never really cared either way did you?
If I stay you will be bored with the words that come out of my mouth,
If I go you can talk to her and be at peace with yourself.
You're holding on to me because I love you the way you wish she would.
If she would just just hold your hand you would give me up just like any other man.
I ask you to hold me tight but even when you do, I know it's her you think about.
We say I love you but I never know if those words are meaningless to you.
Thecompassion you hold for her is outstanding oh how I wish I could gain that love.
one touch and I'm in shock but you couldn't give a f**ck.
everyday I fall closer to you as you pull farther away.
could disapear forever, I could let eberything go.
you wouldn't catch me you wouldn't hold on to any of it because you never cared and I'm falling out of place
miss placing my step, losing my feeling.
losing everything keeping me sane just for your sake.
it's time to let go it's time to stop something that's totally fake.
start something new, something without you.

I told you once, I told you twice...
I won't always play nice
you hurt me dragged me down,
you held my heart in your hand... you didn't care though
you tightened your grip crushing it all at once.
The pain..... I got used to it,
Eventually my body became numb from the inside out.
I walked through life day by day feeling nothing.
emotionally detached before I left you physically.
you noticed me starting to pull away, you never liked it that way.
you were my worl my shining star, what more could you expect of me.
Holding me under the water drowning in my thoughts of you,
my dreams of forever crushed by your weight pulling me down
Loving you was all I had
I soon realised losing everything isn't worth nothing
It's worth more than you could imagine
letting go could be my escape, overthinking is too much for me
too much for you, what else could I possibly do.
lift my hand and wave so long
closing the door to say good bye
the only thing chasing me now is hte memory of you,
but that will soon be forgotten too.

Your heart beats in time with mine
The sounds start to rhyme,
The sound of your voice rushing over my body
Falling deeper, deeper for you.
Wanting you, needing you.
Knowing everything is ok as you place your hand in mine,
Your arms wrapped around me as we embrace in a hug.
Feeling the warmth, feeling the protection of your love holding me tight.
How does it feel to be loved deeply  by someone I would ask you.
Do you feel the butterflies living inside of you?
Do you feel the sun shining on you warming your skin?
To feel the softness of a kiss pressed against your lips
Your bodies intertwined, the touch feeling like electricity coursing through your body.
Taking your time to enjoy every minute because you know you're not always promised tomorrow.
Before you fall asleep five words escape your lips...
You whisper in her ear,
I will always love you...