Everything has moved so fast
It's already February
I can't slow things down
The current is drowning me
I want to go back
To the things I can't forget
Too old to stand still
Too young to regret
But that's all my life is
I wish what he said didn't hurt
I wish I was good enough
I wish I could forget you
I wish I never met you
Fast lights and fast life
I wish I was dead
But too scared of what comes after

I see you over there
And I hate it.
Everything you breathe truth to.
The way I was never good enough
For time or you.
I asked you why you didn't accept.
You just sniffled
And looked away.
Congratulations on the brother ****"ng **** addict.
But I'm not some
Simple wrist limp ******.
You're a caveman
And
I
*******
Hate
You.