vacations heal me, i love
to leave ,
i love to watch
the sea,
we see the
world in
new perspective
new faces with
new stories

my life can be described
as one,
constant grief,
falling for the
same tricks
as the ones who came
before

grief the stages
you carry come in
some many seasons
time blends
you almost forget it’s
passing you

grief is cause by
a lost, a wound
sometimes grief is
the lesson but why
must I continue
to endure it?

i once thought
our love would
burn
bright like
the sun
the center of the
cosmos

a subliminal,
a tool to our subconscious
you speak to me
over the quiet chatter
in the mind
even when you’re
not there

trees in the wind

what am i doing?
everyday i wrestle with
the thought

**** and my pen
and i just have
to decide

got it
under control,
i communicated,
it took
me a second to hear you,
but i did
we are safe, my body
is safe
feel safe again

tears welled over,
i miss you, i know it was
just young love and i was
afraid to let go
i wish i was more honest

we never really got
a chance but we
weaved a great thread
of stars of galaxies

as we used to sing to
each other
you can find me in the
space between