They say girls who listen to Jhené Aiko are toxic And girls who listen to Summer Walker are dramatic The ones who listen to SZA are eccentric And the ones who belt out all three are chaotic But why is it that female emotion is a threat? Why does female expression make you upset? Is it because you’re afraid of what’s next? Of a woman realizing that what she feels towards you is regret? Of a woman coming to terms with the hell you tried to make her forget? Of her understanding that you’ll be forever in her debt? As she grieves her heartache away with Jhené, Misses you more with Summer, And realizes her power with SZA, She becomes an improved version of the woman you never deserved
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I’ve been picturing skies and oceans that are Van Gogh blue with every hue. I have frequently felt warm winds on my skin while listening to Solána Rowe. Moments filled with love, pain, depression and heartbreak are all I know. That black dress keeps accentuating your curves every time I look around your way and admire your figure. We must’ve met in the past life because that’s probably why I want to love you past life. So many warm autumn afternoons have come and gone but I still have a desire to feel your love once again. Love may slip from your lips and drip down your chin but I never want our beautiful melody to become staccato. Those blue jeans keep accentuating your curves every time I look around your way and admire your figure. On autumn afternoons like these, I have felt warm winds on my skin while thinking about you. I’ve been picturing skies and oceans that are Van Gogh blue with every hue. I have frequently felt warm winds on my skin while listening to Solána Rowe. Moments filled with love, pain, depression and heartbreak are all I know.
Happiness called my name... but I didn't answer. I knew that it was another trick, used to get my attention. A set-up for the ultimate defeat and heartbreak.
I loved before... it was pure. It was good. It was quite literally everything. Just how the mind wakes you up after you die in a dream because death is something outside of our imagination so was the amount of feelings I could have for another.
The time has come where I must let my lover love life. That means never having the life we talked about. All those wishes will never be granted.
So that's why I say when happiness called I didn't answer. I responded the last time and now I'm sitting here writing about having to let go the love of my life in a puddle of tears.