Eva D

Eva D Nov 2015

9:51 PM

The touch of his hand in places unfamiliar.
Knowing that one day this might just **** her.
How slutty, how ***** it all is. Anything, anywhere just to feel like his.

Eva D Oct 2015

9:44 PM

They've said it all, hundreds of times
I've convinced myself that innocence is a crime
Compliments down-pouring, flooding my ears
But when I'm alone, I'm staring in mirrors
The boys wanting and willing to chase
But every night I lie alone, tears racing down my face.

Eva D Oct 2015

10:24 PM

Once upon a time, I wanted you mine.
There was no happy ending,
and I'm sick of this rhyme.

Eva D Aug 2015

2.12.15

Have you ever felt so hollow, yet so heavy? Where everything pleasant has been drained and you're weighed down by the airy substance of sorrow?

Eva D Jun 2015

9:12 PM

I laid lifeless on my white sheets.
My head spinning, dancing to a beat.
I stare at the ceiling of darkness, completely black.
Wondering how my life got so out of whack.
My lungs heavy from so much smoke.
Re-playing the promises you once spoke.
I don't want to be alone, so please, I beg.
Pick up the phone.

Eva D Jun 2015

10:14 PM

I was just a delicate object.
Sitting in the window of a store. I'd been tarnished and broke, but managed to stay secure.
You fell in love with my beauty and you claimed me as your own.
Slowly I began to lose my shine.
Now I'm just an inconvenience to your toyed world. Sitting in the dark, for no one to see what I'm worth.

Eva D May 2015

4:49 PM

He uses her.
And she knows.
It's okay.
Maybe because it's better to be used than not wanted at all.