My life is good *
I love my life *
I'll tell you everything *
I want you by my side *
I could love you someday *
I want your help *



*Except...

She laughs and smiles
She used to call when she cried

Now she won't let me know her thoughts
she simply curles up and hides

Why is she unwilling to share?
I tell her my life
spill my guts
And try to show her I care

I hate you
I hate you
I hate you

The problem is I don't
I never want to
You always push me away
But if not you then who?

Texting computer
with fingers on the other side
Fingers that are telling me
all the love they don’t have for me

Your parents destroyed
Your parents attacked
That was why you had to hold back

You say it's them
and not yourself
saying goodbye, good health

I wanna know
why you cried
if you were planning to move on to someone else's side?

You said maybe
You said I might
Some day love you and not take flight

Yet you here we are
you flew away
I'm stuck here, here to stay

I cried
I went numb
I tumbled down the *****

I wanted it all and some
thoughts on how to add the more

How do we take this ache
remove myself from the war

The war

The war

If you told me your secrets would that be enough?

Goodbye my love
Goodbye my life
Goodbye to the one who pulled the knife

When you can’t live without her
but every laugh without you is a life of heartache

Why does she hide?
All I want to do is help

Why does she run?
All I want to do is help

Why does she push me away?