Drink until I can't help but become sober

You are imperfect, permanently and inevitably flawed. And you are beautiful. -Amy Bloom

******* away from the bitter ice and snow

But bring me to the warm sand and sunshine

I wish to be gone from the dark

But brought into the light

I want to not feel ponderous

But feel airy

Im ready for sunshine and bliss

More memories I wish not to miss

Take me on the road of forgiveness

I want to see the path of lightness

Show me the way to happiness

I got addicted to you so easily

The cuts and scars are nothing new

They have just gotten deeper

You say this won't happen again  

This time you will put and end to it

But the hatred in your eyes say different

Your words sink deep in my soul

But your punches hit harder

And you enjoy every moment of my hurt

Later you say sorry and you care

"I'm so sorry baby, I won't be like everyone else"

"Will you forgive me if I say sorry"

"I still love you, you mean everything to me"

But that's the saddest of it all

You don't love me

I know I deserve better

A part of me enjoys the pain though

Because the pain

The pain Is the only thing I can
Keep holding on to live anymore

I get that warm fuzzy feeling when you are around

You’re  smile could blind people you make me so happy

When our lips meet and I just melt into you

Even when you are weird and awkward I love you even more

How I am silly around you and you are goofy right back

How excited you are to show me off to everyone important to you

When you whisper talking seriously about our future and I hold on to you tighter

Please never let that go...