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effaced Apr 2015
you care about me?
you love me?

i could really tell.

especially when you insinuate that i'm a:

nuisance.
horrible person.
****.
bad example.
waste of good potential.
failure.
effaced Apr 2015
too much stuff, too little time
too little stuff, too much time.
effaced Apr 2015
they get everything handed to them
and i get everything ripped from me.
but that's how it goes, i guess.
they'll get the perfect job,
psh, more like sleeping with the boss.
i'll get the perfect job,
work my way to the top.
all blood, sweat, and tears,
breaking all of my fears.
those stories are the best right?
the one where the trillionaire
made herself, she couldn't
get a break, and then she decided
that she didn't need one,
and that instead of ******* her
way to the top,
she took it.
she didnt have
the best childhood,
in fact, she doesn't
talk to her family,
she lives in luxury.
something she's never
had before.
they may have everything handed to them,
but if its given, is it really theirs?
because doesn't that mean that whoever
gave it to them, has the power to take it away.
and i may get everything ripped from me,
but, one day, they will have everything
ripped from them,
and i shall finally be at peace.
effaced Apr 2015
head pounds
hands shake
dont  know
how much more i can take.
effaced Apr 2015
your frontal lobe-where you make all your rationalizations...-
does not fully develop until your early  to mid twenties.
until your frontal lobe can make your rationalizations
the job is temporarily for your amygdala-where you feel all of your emotions...-
they tell my that's why im so upset... to the point where sometimes i can't function but they dont realize that whether or not i know that, my emotions will over-ride it, and they say that we feel that the world is ending, but its not..
but those thoughts and feelings could overwhelm me to the point of ending my world
  Apr 2015 effaced
Alvira Perdita
Bloodshed
a waste of ink
the positive darkness
the ink lines on my skin
covered with a dark red

draw positive thing on yourself
when you feel the need to hurt yourself
i tried
but now I have both
blood and ink
running down my arms
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