nothins ever good as we want it to be
Nothing last forever and so nothing is free

Life is full of choices every twist another turn
Second guessing chances forever fly to only burn

Decisions all uncertain
Living life on faith
searching for the one
The only only save

looking for an answer
not a question on my mind
Speaking tounges in circles
Only never find

even bad decisions
lead a pathway to the light
Planning of the outcome
Increases only fight

I thought I dreamt a dream today
all the pain had washed away
I thought I dreamt a dream today
A cool breeze blew across my face
I thought I dreamt a dream today
The birds sang songs and angels prayed
I thought I dreamt a dream today
Two lovers kissed like their first day
I thought I dreamt a dream today
I hope I dream another day

Little voice
Angel eyes

Here today
Now I  cry

once again
twice begin

without loss
without win

Here today
Gone to hell

Absent speech
Cannot tell

Another time
Another place

Constant falling
Lose the race

Sea of time
Through the glass

No continue
nothing lasts

Endless midnight
Moonlight shine

Silent mist
Cross a line

Morning mist
Heaven calling

Emptiness
All forgotten

I’ve ****** up so much
Of my life I don’t care
And the more that you say
Is the less that I hear
I got nothing to lose
And I don’t see no gain
So just back the **** up
For I show you insane
They all say somethins wrong
With the way that I think
So they give me these pills
And they send me to shrinks
They just talk and they talk
And it don’t solve a thing
I just want to explode
I just want to cause pain
I have dreams in the night
That I don’t understand
So I drink and I drink
To **** pain that I’m in
I just wish I could sleep
And just never wake up
Just to stop all the feelins
Of never enough
Cuz I live in a world
That’s just crushin me down
They just kick and they punch
And they push me around
Till I can’t take no more
And I start pushin back
All the anger just builds
Till I finally crack
And the ones who all tell me
To be who I’m not
Can just go **** themselves
Or just **** on my ****
I can’t take it no more
And I’m gonna explode
Now you’ll finally see
How the story unfolds
When I finally snap
And I start breakin bones
I go out of control
And I start burnin homes
So you better just watch
What you say and you do
Cuz I’m ****** insane
And I’m comin for you

I sit all alone
Crowded the room
All of the pain
Cell made of gloom
I remember the days
That I could not go on
But heavenly grace
I pushed on to the dawn
Many  a prayer
Sent every day
Looking for guidance
Seeking the way
Then all alone
It all came quite clear
The answer to all
Was really right here
Disguised as a giggle
A tickle in time
A soft loving snuggle
In pockets of mine

This pit
I dug it alone
false pretenses i assure
But none the less
Dug it alone
Alone
Alone i cry out to the unknown
alone