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eric sims Nov 2018
In love you can feel as high as the sky and sometimes you can feel as low as the ground Joy and Pain. Are just some of the things that  happen when you feel love and hurt when a person hurts you feel like dirt but when a person loves u it can feel  as warm as a Sunday
eric sims Nov 2018
First my son my first born child my junior my best friend little man you are my everything I know I have not been the best father to you up to this point and I'm sorry your daddy is truly sorry I'll find a way to make it up to you but for now I just want to let you know that I am proud of you son I'm proud of the man that you are in the man that you're going to become I'm happy to say that you a better man than me my only regret is that I did not get a chance to be there more in your life Junior you're my best friend you're my everything even if I never get married you are my best man daddy always love you son. Second to my girls Paige and Isabella. Paige daddy is sorry for not being there like he's supposed to for not being the man to you that he is supposed to be for not teaching you and showing you how a man is supposed to treat a woman I am sorry for the awful things you got to see me and your mother go through your daddy is going to make it up to you I promise you I'm going to give you the world and to show you that the man that your father was is not who he is and I do not want you with a man like that paigey poo I love you you are my baby girl when I'm sad you always know what to say to make me laugh I miss you so much. And last but certainly not least Isabella my baby my twin I know you're only 2 years old and you've been through so much in these two years baby girl your daddy is so sorry for the things that I put you through for the things that you got to endure for the things that you seen I am so sorry baby I wish that you did not see the things that you seen the only good thing is that you're still young so I still have time to make it up to you but baby your daddy is sorry and not just to you but to all of you guys your Daddy loves you and I'll do everything in my power to show you guys that from here on out love always your father
eric sims Nov 2018
As the wind blows and I wipe the last tears from my eyes I lights my last blunt I think to myself what could have been I lost the love of my life my best friend because of one mistake I know I'm only human and every human makes mistakes but if I can go back and change the hands of time I would change things my whole life I've been looking for my soulmate and I finally found her and I do a whole bunch of stupid things and now I lost her I feel like my heart has been torn out my chest and kick through upright for three points my heart is hurting because not only have I lost my best friend but I scared my children I became the man I never wanted to be I became just like my father
eric sims Nov 2018
I grew up my whole life wondering why my mother never loved me I grew up my whole life wondering why my mother left me. The scars from not having a mother made it hard for me to love a woman I lost my best friend because I never had the love of my mother I hope that one day she can forgive me for not being the man I'm supposed to be but life is funny
eric sims Nov 2018
The love the hate the pain. I said I loved you but instead I hurt you I said I'll be there but it's not turn my back on you I said I needed you would turn my back on you I said we will be together forever and then I played you those are the things that you want to hear out my mouth those are the things that happened in this relationship we had love the love was so sweet when we had the love you smell for days we talked for hours the pain the pain came when we started going through anguish we just couldn't get it right fussing and fighting and arguing with each other all the time the Haight the hate came on each other's behinds when I started doing some wild **** you started doing some wild **** and then the hate was grown but now I'm sitting here saying to myself at least she admitted one thing that you know it was kind of spiteful because do it all man you know it and I know it you can say it wasn't enough money you can say it wasn't **** but through it all I gave you everything always whether it was enough for not for some people that's all that matters to show a motherfuker that you're when I'm down and I'm in the mud I can give you everything I have so just imagine were up and we're winning you going to get it ten times more I just don't understand why you couldn't understand that the love the pain the hate I tried to give you love but it's that I gave you pain I tried to give you happiness but then I gave pain I tried to make you smile but I often made you cry I don't understand why but I look to myself I didn't this it can't be rightyou say you hate me I know that's not true hate me is love and love means hate I just hurt you so much. That's the word to say I know I'm not perfect I'm not the best man but please understand I would have gave my right hand for you cuz I Was Your Man you were my lady and I was your man you was my rock and I was your roller I was too blunt and you was delighted I was the gun and you was the holster you was the Braves and I was the body I was the arms and you was The Lacs we complete each other at times I will say something and you will finish my sentence you will say something and I will finish your sentence but now it's like **** all that **** man what's the point of you going to love it I'm sitting here hurting and you don't give a fuckthere's never been a time maybe once or twice why I felt pain and you felt the same pain that I felt but I've always thought you're ******* hang but I guess I'm a man so I'm not supposed to show emotions I guess I'm a mesomorph not supposed to care I guess I'm a man so I don't have heart aches and pains I guess it's a man I can't hurt CelinaI tried to give you everything but I guess I gave you nothing sometimes I look at my life and I feel just so disgusted I gave this woman the best things in my life as you said it wasn't good enough she don't talk to me my whole life and said I wasn't good enough you played me out like I'm a fool but I am not good enough come on man this is crazy I guess I am not good enough
eric sims Nov 2018
My heart hurts my soul aches as I Pace back and forth in this dark room I cannot believe the things you just told me that you did the  person I thought I was loved the one who I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you did what you did

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