All this air around me and I still feel suffocated
and this is nowhere near what I have calculated
they ask me "What's wrong?" and I tell them you wouldn't understand because it's too complicated
this is why I'm always so isolated
do you know how long I've waited?
I never wanted to be the person she created
they look at me not at all fascinated
and I'm sure if I leave
they would feel the need to celebrate it
they tell me all these feelings that I am having
are just "too overstated"  
and that actually makes me feel irritated
and not at all motivated
just makes me feel... suffocated

The lies that I hear every day makes my ears bleed
I'm sorry but that's not what I need
It didn't sound like a lie as it seemed
They lied to me like they were in need
Like they had to pay some deed
Their lies...
That's what I always received
They're delivered, are you pleased?
You can continue with the lies and proceed
But you'll never get what you want and that's guaranteed

Her hands are always so cold
when she touches someone they would flinch and it showed
it´s not her problem she´s always exposed
to the air that the day would hold

are her hands cold?
or is it her heart?
what's it called?
"cold hands, warm heart"?
I think she's that kind of art

the kind where she doesn't show feelings
inwardly always revealing
huh, I guess that is what it's called
does it make this, the truth untold?

The way you treat me suggests you hate me
The way you treat them suggests you love me.

Fake smiles
fake laughs
does anyone notice that I'm sad?
bruised fists
abused wrists
does anyone notice that I'm going mad?
overthinks
never thinks
does anyone notice that it's that bad?
no words
used swords
you'll never know where I stand
fake smiles
fake laughs
this is not what I had planned