I’m too shy of a guy
Maybe too nice of a guy
Everyone enjoys my company
But not enough to stay
Which creates a slow depression
A lonely storm above
Leaving me in this drought
Giving this doubt
Causing a domino effect
My mind can’t rest
I might be a mess
Or like everyone else
Trying to figure them self’s out

As the mind spins
The thought of you
Drifts away
Wanting you there
But forgetting your face
This tornado of a mind
Destroys the hope
Before you becomes anything
Leaving me drain
Only to want more

Will you stay with me
Forget the world we live in
Laying next to each other
Losing control in our eyes
I’ll be your anchor
If you be mine safety net

Feel like Ive became a monster
Not knowingly what I’ve done
Unconscious of what I’m about to do
This cage has been broken
Madness is unfolding at random
What has consume me
This is not the same person
Just an ugly figure
Destroying and harming everyone around
Specially the person the monster has consume
To do the destruction for him

The whirlpool I’m thrown into
***** me beneath the surface
Which I can’t breathe
Drowning in the rapid water
Spinning out of my control
Dying to find a way out
Struggling to see the surface
It becomes darker and deeper
I’m slowly becoming unreachable
Unnoticeable to everything
Losing the hope I have for myself
Letting the current take my body away
I’m no more but one with the whirlpool

What is lost can be found
Once blind to them self’s
Dark path of what’s around
Of what they are living in
No one can help them
Only to guide them
Helping them to see once again
With a bigger image in sight
Lighting up a road
Only they can see

Till I find you
There was no me
Lost without reason
No purpose in sight
Depleted of love
Nothing inside this shell
Unnoticeable to anyone
Till I meet you