This body can’t bloom anymore
The perk of the blooming as reach
No one can help but watch
As my body and mind depletes
Starting from the inside out
My mind has given up
It can’t take this pain no more
In time the body will follow
Slowly cutting itself off
To help others blossom
Shining Brighter than this flower

Thinking I’m still alive
Misunderstood this life
Dreaming most of it away
Waking up to the madness
To drift away time and time again
Can’t imagine who I’ve become
Which path I’ve made blindly
What life’s I’ve effected
Lost in my own mind
Or lost in someone else’s life

On the surface
I’m too nice of a guy
Having a smile that lights up a room
Only to fool the others
That there’s something darker inside
While losing the grip of myself
I’m not who I’m fighting off
Struggling with this darkness
As it grows larger inside me
I’ve become fake of this image of me
Losing this identity of my self
With what I been fighting from within

The closer I get
Farther away you get
I feel empty
As you feel whole
Lost little old me
Blossom young you
Will we ever connect
Filling my imagination
For once in my life

I see you
In pain over there
Confuse on the chooses
Unsatisfied with life
Looking lost within yourself
Wanted to stop by
To say I really see you
For who you really are

Hey flower child
Beautiful and vibrant
Brightening the room
With those lossless smiles
Melting everyone to the floor
You are an amazing sunshine
Blooming into the perfect flower
Stay rooted to yourself
Beautiful flower child

As I’m falling
Who will catch me
Do I have to catch myself
Will someone else be there
Or to never get catch at all
Endlessly falling
Hoping for a safe landing