Is that really better than dying
Im sitting here trying
All youre doing is goodbye-ing
My heart is breaking
My body's shaking
I wish I was dreaming
Im no longer breathing
The world is turning
But I'm not moving
Instead Im stuck here crying
Still wishing I was dying.

A love triangle
Of two rivals
One shows, but is the love really true?
One truly loves, but doesn't always show enough
A magnet stuck in the middle
Attracting the opposite pairs
Spinning from side to side
To see who really cares
It's hard to make a choice
Between true love,
And what was confused to be love
Turns out it was something else, so to say,
She thinks she's made her choice
Once the darkness goes away
But her darkness soon returns
and things never were the same
With all this confusion
I don't want to play this game
You know,
This sounds really familiar
Our story has already been written
It has already been put to paper,
By the legendary Stephanie Meyer
I'm Jacob
With my warmth, and emotions that I hide
She's Edward
With her false words, and cold darkness on the inside
So you must be Bella
Not knowing which way to bend
But Stephanie Meyer
Already told me how this would end
How about instead
A change in the story line, and fast,
How about this time
The good guy DOESN'T finish last
How about this time
The best friend doesn't take the fall.
How about this time
True love conquers all.

You used me
took what you needed
caused me so much pain
and left me here wounded
I've lost so many people
to the sword in your hand
did you ever care at all
or is this all what you planned
the sense of your presence
makes my head pound
and my heart always sinks
when you make any sound
after all that I've done
and sacrificed for you
can you do me one favor
and plan my funeral

Whenever a toy broke, it was replaced,
And if we found broken glass,
We were told to stay away, it's dangerous,
I guess that's why it's hard to fix the broken hearted,
Too many people are scared,
Of the nicks and cuts they will get from helping us,
So we just remain like broken glass,
Until someone cleans us up or puts us back together,
It's their decision what to do with our broken pieces.

No words
Just pain
All loss
No gain
A complicated life
Is all ive ever had
No one understands
I think im going mad
No place where i belong
No place to call home
This pain is overtaking
I just feel so alone
Im not sure where to go
When all the roads are black
All the doors have closed
Its getting hard to fight back
Im trying to hold my breath
Til im finally out of the dark
Ive been pounding on these rocks
To make at least a spark
A spark to call my own
A spark thats full of hope
That maybe light will soon be there
And no longer will i mope
Im tired of all these voices
Screaming and shouting in my ear
I sit here all alone
Just waiting for smoke to clear
Once its all gone away
Its just me standing in the street
Waiting for a car to come
And knock me off my feet
Im not really sure
If its worth all the regret
To feel an ounce of belonging
Is all ive ever needed
Ive been trying to get better
To get passed all this pain
But even the strongest people
Tire of dancing in the rain
Im not really sure
How things will all turn out
Or if anyone will ever understand
These words flowing from my mouth.

Sittin' crying a river
Sleepless night feelin' sick
Because I can' stop thinking how she mistreated me
I can't believe you left us like this
One fight no one risks
Just leaving
I'm tired of my heart
Being broken
I'm tired of these tears
Falling down my face
I'm tired of this love
Being taken
why did you go away?
There's one thing I must ask of you
one thing
I gotta ask of you
why you let her take your love away?
I'm tired of my heart
Being broken
I'm tired of these tears
Falling down my face
I'm tired of this love
Being taken
why did you go away?

Because I can't find it in my heart
Where I used to care.
Because I can't find in my heart
Where I care.
Because I can't find in my heart.
Because I can't find my heart.
I can't find my heart.
Find my heart. </3

I don't know
What to do
Where to go
I'm so ******* confused.
You say you're my friend,
But I feel so used.
I really don't know what to do,
This is all because of you.
You
           You
                     You
You ******* *****!
How could you do this to me
AGAIN
You keep stabbing me in the back
You're supposed to be my friend.
What the ****
What the ****
What am I supposed to think?!
Are we just supposed to start fresh,
Yeah, in your ******* dreams.
You hurt me so bad
and I don't know what to do,
My heart is in constant pain,
and it's all because of YOU.

The shining glow that lights my path
A heartfealt gaze that always lasts
A sight more beautiful than any passed
Stops me dead in my weary tracks
Face so pure, sent from above
She steals my heart, and my undying love
I have not much, but my love and devotion
Ill give you my heart, and put it in motion
Cant buy you houses, or cars, or rings
I dont have riches, or fancy things
Still i can promise to do much better
Ill always love you, ill always be there
Ill do anything, no matter the task
I would move mountains to make love last
J promise dear, Ill find a way
To show my love, youll see some day
Ill forget the world, and stay a while
To hold you, love you, and see you **smile

You were her friend* and yet on a starless night in the back room of an empty bar, you ripped away her innocence. She did not deserve a gag on her mouth and scratches on her cheeks. Blue bruises on the inside of her thighs constantly reminding her where you'd been.

You were her friend and yet you ripped away at her clothing as easily as if you were plucking the roots of a tree, and perhaps you were, because you dug her out and left her there to wither.

You were her friend and all you gave her was forced kisses reeking of whiskey and a bed sheet stained with her nightmare. There was no remorse in your eyes as you held her down and had your way. Again and again and again. You did not even wipe her tears.

You were her friend She did not deserve the whispers and glances in the hallway, your smile reminding her of what you did and your taunts when she sees you.

She was your friend She did not deserve dreams of a rope as a necklace and thoughts of a funeral where no one came.