If you have time,

Call me.
Tell me your sorrows,
Share with me your pain.
I'll face a thousand arrows,
Just to meet you in the rain.

Sing to me.
I will lend you my ears,
listen unto your melody.
I will do this for years,
Even if it becomes a felony.

Cry on me.
Pour your tears,
and let me wipe em out.
Like a handkerchief of fears,
Then you can throw me out.

Love me.
Give me the stars
and I will draw constellations.
Let's sail the seven seas
and embark the greatest fascinations.
Together, lets figure words that rhyme.

That is, if you have time.

You were her friend* and yet on a starless night in the back room of an empty bar, you ripped away her innocence. She did not deserve a gag on her mouth and scratches on her cheeks. Blue bruises on the inside of her thighs constantly reminding her where you'd been.

You were her friend and yet you ripped away at her clothing as easily as if you were plucking the roots of a tree, and perhaps you were, because you dug her out and left her there to wither.

You were her friend and all you gave her was forced kisses reeking of whiskey and a bed sheet stained with her nightmare. There was no remorse in your eyes as you held her down and had your way. Again and again and again. You did not even wipe her tears.

You were her friend She did not deserve the whispers and glances in the hallway, your smile reminding her of what you did and your taunts when she sees you.

She was your friend She did not deserve dreams of a rope as a necklace and thoughts of a funeral where no one came.

The night is never
Terrifying

In a moment
I could peel back this window,

Scream and shout
And make a ******* racket.

Mimic murdered cats
or yell things like
**** or fire.

The terror comes
with the silence
in the after wash.

and that has nothing to do
with light or lack.

There is no way out,
I'm trapped in this hell hole people call life,
I feel as if I don't belong here,
I'm just passing through with no purpose anymore,
I'm scared,
It's getting darker,
I don't know where to turn,
Every bridge has been burned,
But I'm running out of time,
What do I do?
Where do I go?
I'm lost,
I can't find my way back,
Nothing looks familiar,
I don't know where I am,
I have wandered too far out,
I have lost myself,
and who I truly am,
It"s pitch black,
I'm alone.

I don't know
What to do
Where to go
I'm so ******* confused.
You say you're my friend,
But I feel so used.
I really don't know what to do,
This is all because of you.
You
           You
                     You
You ******* *****!
How could you do this to me
AGAIN
You keep stabbing me in the back
You're supposed to be my friend.
What the ****
What the ****
What am I supposed to think?!
Are we just supposed to start fresh,
Yeah, in your ******* dreams.
You hurt me so bad
and I don't know what to do,
My heart is in constant pain,
and it's all because of YOU.

She has scars on her legs from the damage you did.
And the apex of her wrists will never be quite the same.
          X's carved into her skin,
                         inadequacy,
                                      self-hatred,
  ­                                                loathing.
She feels weak,
and out of control.
Her flesh will never look quite unmarred.
Imperfections because of you mark her skin,
and she cries because it makes her weak
because you made it hard to breathe.

It hurts.
Love hurts.
Loving someone you can't have.
Someone so far out of your reach,
Basically in a different galaxy.
No chance,
I haven't got a chance.
But the beauty,
So tender,
So intense,
I can't take my eyes off of you.
You're the reason I wake up every morning,
The reason I get through the day.
The happiness I have,
When I get to see you,
That is my motivation everyday.
I know I will never have you,
That you could never love someone like me.
But that can't stop my beating heart from loving you.
Love hurts.
It hurts. <3