DontLoveMeImBroken

DontLoveMeImBroken Feb 2014

The night is never
Terrifying

In a moment
I could peel back this window,

Scream and shout
And make a ******* racket.

Mimic murdered cats
or yell things like
**** or fire.

The terror comes
with the silence
in the after wash.

and that has nothing to do
with light or lack.

DontLoveMeImBroken Feb 2014

No Way Out

There is no way out,
I'm trapped in this hell hole people call life,
I feel as if I don't belong here,
I'm just passing through with no purpose anymore,
I'm scared,
It's getting darker,
I don't know where to turn,
Every bridge has been burned,
But I'm running out of time,
What do I do?
Where do I go?
I'm lost,
I can't find my way back,
Nothing looks familiar,
I don't know where I am,
I have wandered too far out,
I have lost myself,
and who I truly am,
It"s pitch black,
I'm alone.

DontLoveMeImBroken Feb 2014

YOU

I don't know
What to do
Where to go
I'm so ******* confused.
You say you're my friend,
But I feel so used.
I really don't know what to do,
This is all because of you.
You
You
You
You ******* *****!
How could you do this to me
AGAIN
You keep stabbing me in the back
You're supposed to be my friend.
What the ****
What the ****
What am I supposed to think?!
Are we just supposed to start fresh,
Yeah, in your ******* dreams.
You hurt me so bad
and I don't know what to do,
My heart is in constant pain,
and it's all because of YOU.

DontLoveMeImBroken Feb 2014

Hard to Breathe

She has scars on her legs from the damage you did.
And the apex of her wrists will never be quite the same.
          X's carved into her skin,
                         inadequacy,
                                      self-hatred,
                                                  loathing.
She feels weak,
and out of control.
Her flesh will never look quite unmarred.
Imperfections because of you mark her skin,
and she cries because it makes her weak
because you made it hard to breathe.

DontLoveMeImBroken Feb 2014

Imperfectly Perfect

I wish you could look in the mirror,
and see what I see.
Beauty,
So breathtaking,
Inner and outer,
The rose petal on the water,
Floating alone,
Adding beauty wherever you go.
Maybe a tear/rip here or there,
From storms of the past,
But each imperfection,
Just makes you even more beautiful.

DontLoveMeImBroken Feb 2014

Love Hurts

It hurts.
Love hurts.
Loving someone you can't have.
Someone so far out of your reach,
Basically in a different galaxy.
No chance,
I haven't got a chance.
But the beauty,
So tender,
So intense,
I can't take my eyes off of you.
You're the reason I wake up every morning,
The reason I get through the day.
The happiness I have,
When I get to see you,
That is my motivation everyday.
I know I will never have you,
That you could never love someone like me.
But that can't stop my beating heart from loving you.
Love hurts.
It hurts. <3

DontLoveMeImBroken Feb 2014

Do You Know?

Do you know,
I look forward to everyday I sit next to you.
Do you know,
I think about you every time I wake up,
and before I go to bed.
Do you know,
Just how much I love your smile in my memory.
Do you know,
You are the ruby in my heart,
and the white in my bones,
and the blue in my eyes,
You are the color in my grey life.
Do you know?

Me;
I am unwritten words,
and unfinished sketches.
I am ugly and empty,
I am roads untraveled and unwrapped gifts.
I am angry words and angry hands at 2 am.
I am apologies and regrets.
I am tears on Friday and laughter on Saturday,
I am the color of your eyes,
and the softness of your scars.
Do you know
I don't know how lost I would be
If I didn't have you.
Do you know,
We are two bodies, one brain, one soul,
Do you know <3