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 Dec 2012 Tyler Nicholas
-D
Ages ago I asked a dreamer
(A feeler and a magician, as well) 
What love looked like on the inside
When those who are in it cannot tell

If it's tough enough, strong enough, red enough
(And of course, to be honest, is it true)
So that, if possible, we can avoid any pain
And the mistakes and the whatifs, too.

He told me:
It appears like a rainforest drizzle,
Somewhat expected, though still a blessing,
And its term is always indiscernible
Though in its haze, we still dance and sing.

And I said:
And what of the broken hearts,
Those who thought what they held was good:
They felt true things, they saw true light,
But they lost it all in the woods. 

He said: 
What they had was worthy and fine,
Though it seemed to bring nothing but pain, 
For a shower can bring both cleansing and fire:
And we call it acid rain.

So I say:
Why question the love you are given?
Trying to name it, excuse it, or worse-
Instead, let it pass over you like a rainstorm,
Whether it floods, or if it's your first.

Breathe in the scent and inebriation,
Drown yourself in petrichor.
For when love hits you, it hits you hard,
And when it rains, it pours.
For both of you.
 Dec 2012 Tyler Nicholas
-D
i am beginning to see the ships--
like phantoms, they sail in&out;
of the ports they choose,
only to leave as they please
[disappearing just as mysteriously & mischievously as they arrived],
leaving dents in the worn docks they rail into.

& i am as worn as one of these;
just as covered in filth &
weak to the sea winds &
sinking in the high tides
[& looking for places to hoist anchors away]--

visit me at sea someday,
as more than one who stops at the pier to drop off another's shipment,
but as one who desires to stay for holiday
[a few weeks, a month, perhaps]
before going off into the sunset alongside the wavering seagulls
toward a Light at the edge of the ocean

*for at harbor,
there is always refuge.
 Dec 2012 Tyler Nicholas
-D
a tear is forming on
the beginnings of the healing marks upon my heart--
the words pull the jagged scarring apart
[the words you tell me in abrupt moments of precisely practiced and most delirious serendipity],
as you say:
i was never meant to love you,
but i'm also not meant to leave you.


just leave, you sadistic thorn in my flesh,
and don't dare to think you may breathe from my same lungs again,
that you might hoist yourself over me,
[the words you whispered once in barest moments of agonizing vulnerability]
as you say,
i want to feel all of your skin
on all of my skin.


is it not enough for me to hear those words knocking at my door,
barking,
their claws sinking in to the wood,
tearing at the elm barricade,
[the words you speak as a wolf howls at the door and as a dog begs for scraps]
as you say,
i will decide how you are to love me,
and how you are not to?


no--
i hold your face in my hands,
sink my nails into your skin,
tear one last glance from your vacuous eyes,
and say with my own words,
**i am not
listening.
 Dec 2012 Tyler Nicholas
Jessie
This song is so two years ago
And this feeling is six months early
But here we are, dancing,
Because this moment is right now.
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