Remember that time you thought life was going well?
As if things would actually work out?
You know things are never meant to be that way.
Easy right?
You didn't have to say it.
True. It's your own **** fault though.
Everything is.
Isn't it?
If only my mind wasn't out to get me.
It never was.
How would you know?
I'm addicted to self sabotage.
Funny the way things work.
Makes you think there's something greater.
Those thoughts are just made up for fairy tales.
The bitter taste of agony is easy to get used to.
At the end of the day we're all a bit dead inside.
How could someone not be?
I doubt there's an answer to that.
There's even effort in breathing.
You can't just be swallowed in self loathing and-
Give up.
Can't you?
You can't.
I could.
Could you?
I doubt it.
It's sad to see people that do.
Is it?
I don't really know to be honest.
It's such a normalcy.