You are a,
Thunder roaring,
Lightening bursting,
Fire burning,
Heart exploding,
Dream crushing,
Sadistic loving,
Narcissistic caring,
soul deriving,
Person

You were my rising sun
But now you’re nothing more then a rain storm
You brightened my days up
Now they’re filled with darkness
you were the stars
That I wished upon to always have
Now I wish we never met
You were my moonlight
Made my nights warmer and safer
But now the nights are long and cold
You filled my heart with joy and hope
Then you broke me
Shattered me into a million pieces
In your arms I once felt so safe
Alone I could have never felt more
You were my everything
You still are
You are the reason
My aching heart dies slowly
Every thought of you
Kills me slowly
You were the air I breathe
Now I am grasping for life
You were my angel
But the truth is you’re the devil in disguise
The man of my dreams; you were
But I was a fool
Because to you I was never what you were to me

apart we may be
but my love holds no distance
millions of miles away
we may be
but the moon we look at
will always be the same
call out my name
and there I'll be
watching you
from afar
apart we may be
but where ever you decide to turn
darling there I will be
forever I will be
embedded into your memory
no matter how apart
or how far
I have left a piece of me
so you can never forget
that my love holds no distance

A hole was dug so deep
That one cannot climb out
A heart shatters everyday
Because it cannot have what it wants
A soul is dying because it yearns
And it Longs for a love that’s
Never really been there
The eyes are shedding tears
Joyous tears they are not
But of
Loneliness, hurt, pain, and anger
The mouth does not smile
For it does not have a reason to
The mind wonders,
And it asks?
But why? Why all of this?
Couldn’t you just love me enough?
Couldn’t you want me enough?
Why? Why wasn’t I worth being with?
A hole was dug so deep
One cannot climb out
They just drown in sorrow everyday
Mourning the death of a love
That could never be reciprocated
Though the bones are becoming brittle
And as they ache
For the happiness of another
It’s all well worth it
As the heart will sink to the pit of the stomach
There’s just this hole that just got too deep
And there’s no climbing out from.

Without you love is dead,

beliefs are gone,
happiness is long lost,

loneliness Settles in and darkness follows,
my heart contains you and I,

my love yearns you,

we aren’t what should be and what could be, is meant to be,

without you my world is lost,

when you’re gone then my all is gone,

my happiness flutters with you there,

with you i see the beauty in things i never seen,

how we feel i wish everyone can have,

feelings so mutual are so beautiful,

your love saves me everytime,

without you i don’t know how we could be anything,

it kills me to be just friends,

why can’t or won’t i let us be

what should be,

*WE JUST BELONG……..

Where has the time went what has life done to me
where has happiness gone where do i stand
I have not learned to deal with this sort of pain
Ive left my heart in your far away land
emptiness is my home; your hate is my sorrow
my happiness i strive for; my love i no longer have
only the memory of you of our memories
The tears i fight back as much as i can and as painful but possible it is.
Dreams are no longer dreamt
you've become a nightmare something my soul desires so deeply
I may be standing, breathing, and moving
but i no longer have the life i had
i no longer have the me i was but only the spirit
I desire to regain myself but truthfully inside i am dead
my days are cold and will remain cold
No matters no importance i am no longer here
My insperation is gone my heart is still weeping
Ive lost myself
Ive forgotten what it is to be happy
I feel empty and in my sroryline and weather my days always rain and there are always dark clouds
Emptiness and dark shadows are all i feel and see