I am done!
I surrender!
Take me as I am,
Or leave me to rot
In this polluted ground,
Because I am done!

Trying to accomplish
What was never meant
To be touched,
Feeling suffocated in
A world that only
Fears to love,
Crushing a fractured
Soul to make ones
Broken heart feel
Just as new.

Being sung by the most
Hurtful melodies that
Can only be seen
In the darkness,
Playing games to
Replace the love
That was never found.

Stepping one step forward,
As the rest of the world
Steps one step back,
For the billion lost
Hearts can never
Be replaced.

Nor can thy build
The foundation to give up,
Barley remembering
What "love" truly means
In the eyes of a faded soul,
Hearing the secret sorrows
Of the pain that will
Never be healed.

For I want to forget
The cruel world,
And live in peace,
But I, too, would
Fade into darkness,
Knowing that
The world Cannot
Be saved.

Life is but a song,
A different kind of song,
It marches to its own drum beat,
Yet repeats the chorus
to idealize the past.

It begins with a story,
And ends with a solution,
I can see what life is like
When each lyric stripes a memory,
And each memory plays a chord.

Years and years can even pass
For the final thought
In that special song,
But when the time comes,
You know you have
Passed right through.

Completing your song
Into a world class masterpiece,
One where history will never
Forget your inspiring words,
As you keep in tune
With reality.

Writing about all your struggles,
Until one day,
For when the time comes,
You have created the worlds most
Sweetest melody.

You left me standing alone,
In the pouring rain,
With nothing to bear
But the cold, wet water rushing
Down my face,
Nothing to hold on to
But the past.

And now I see you, in your
Most missable state,
Watching your new love
Act as if nothing is wrong,
As you put on the biggest
Fake smile that can be put,
But the truth is you have no one,
As you have nothing to
Hold on to.

So in the end, we, the destined ones
Could never stay long enough
To hold each other,
To keep our broken hearts warm
As the suns rays
Shined on our heart.

All I can say is it's too bad,
Because words can never express
The betrayal I feel when I see you,
Or the old love I used to believe in.

I always thought it be
The two of us,
Me and you,
Sitting along the golden river,
Looking into each others eyes,
Knowing that we would
Never separate from this moment,
As the suns rays shined
Upon our souls,
As we both laid on the
Wet, wet grass,
Soaking our clothing,
For we would keep each other warm,
And never let each other go.  

We would trust one another
To keep each other safe
And warm,
Promising one another
That we would never dare
To hurt each other.

But instead, reality overshadowed
My dreams,
And the nightmare I was
Afraid of awoke me,
With a thundering roar,
Slapping me so hard
With an exhausting rush,
A suffocating curse
That shattered my
Perfectly assembled heart.

I always thoughts it would
Be the two of us,
Sharing our first kiss,
Imprinting our souls
On each other,
Loving one another
For eternity.

But reality overshadowed
My dreams,
And the nightmare
I was afraid of
Came true,
Laughing in my face,
Scaring my heart for good,
As I try so hard
To re assemble my
Broken parts
That fell into the hurricane
You built.

Time has run out,
Years and years have passed,
But no sign of you.
I have been waiting
All this time,
But you never bothered
To show up.

Should I give up,
Or stand tall
And keep trying for your love?
Because I promise you,
I have had enough
Of your selfish games.

You can ethier surrender
Your sweet love to me,
Or walk away
With your solemn pride,
Because time has run out,
And I am no longer waiting
To be rejected by you
Ever again!

Open your heart to me,
And you will see all
The wonders that can be,
Shed some light
On your scolded heart,
And you will conquer the fear
That hides in your soul,
To escape the prison walls
That turn you inside out.

Open your heart to me,
And your soul will never
Lose its love for life,
To be enlightened by
The suns epic rays,
Dancing in the wilderness,
With the courage that embraces
Your true colors,
To capture all of life's bad intensions,
And embrace all that you can be.

Open your heart to me,
And you will understand
What it truly means to be loved,
To be accepted in a dying society
Filled with hatred and agony,
For my heart will never stop
Beating for you,
For it is wide open,
Waiting for you to break out,
To take our love for
What it is.

Guilt is the omen that sits inside my soul,
Dangling the keys of my sorrowful heart,
It yearns to be set free by the empty hole,
That consumes my body like a foolish dart,
How can one thrive,
Yet ***** by the sin of life?
My love who keeps me alive
Whom I do not call my wife.
How my lies captivate all my joy,
And imprison my thoughts that rage inside,
For my actions make me feel like a silly boy,
Too scared to endow my foolish pride,
The end has come for me to fall into piece,
The end has come for me to never live In peace.