Life is a spirit, a dying spirit,
It captivates ones mind,
And soul,
Turning it to unwanted nightmares,
To ruin the good memories
That were once built,
To protect the invasive horrors
That **** the immediate life
Out of ones heart.

When all the worlds fears
Begin to bleed out,
And the jailed prisoners
Who pray for happiness
Are overwhelmed,
Life, the dying spirit,
Will chase us with its own
Agony and desire,
To reach the peak
Of its highest destination,
And **** the life of many
Who once loved to live.

Life, may as well
Be the only to live,
But without anything
That is good to live for,
The life I live
May as well be the nightmare
That I cannot wake up from.

I wish I could take away
All your pain and agony,
To make your bleeding heart
Stop drowning,
And secure your lungs
With the warmth of mine,
To undo all your suffocation
Thrusted upon you by others.

I know life is
Hard for you,
But you do not
Have to worry,
For I too am dying in this
Reality if nightmares,
And cannot stop all the horror
That I feel,
Nor can I dance in depression
That overcomes my soul, either.

Life for me
Has never been easy,
And although I have
Every reason to stop trying,
I have convinced the world
That I am capable to escape
All the prisons it has
Set for me,
And Maybe it is time
That you should too.

So my lovely,
Even though you feel
As though you will
Never be understood,
Or accepted,
Just stay calm,
And remember, I am always
Thinking about you,
And I will always be
Here for you,
No matter the conditions.

Never doubt my loving heart,
Nor my powerful empathy,
For I see the pain
In your broken soul,
And sense the throbbing pain
Others make you feel,

Just always know
That although you may
Be hurting,
I am hurting a thousand times more,
Knowing that this reality
Has stolen your beautiful
Love for life,
Just because you are
A little different.

Your eyes are like the passionate
Moon of yesterday's sunset
Your lips are like the everlasting
Omen to my soul
Not once, but many times
You have stolen the key to my heart
Never bothering to return it
I can only imagine what life is like
Outside these thick walls
Keeping me a prisoner of your
Irresistible temptation
Energy runs fast through
My pulsing veins
As your appearance
Turns my way
When we are not together
My heart goes blank
Like a white sheet of paper
Drifting through the lonely wind
Swiftly swaying to a gentle stop
Landing in the empty space
Called love
And when there is no love,
There is no happiness
When you are not around

To my sweet love,
My name is beautiful
My name is unique
My name is silly
My name is happy
My name is lovable
My name is smart
My name is carrying
My name is compassionate
My name is empathetic
My name is trustable
My name is patient
My name is everything in the world
My name is anything you want it to be
But of course you don't realize
All the names I possess
But that doesn't bother me
Because I know exactly what you are
And what you are
Is something that I don't have

The difference between me and you:
I'm not afraid to show who I am, who I want to be, and why I love the person I am today!

Our friendship is like
a never ending distant wave
Searching through the ocean
But nothing to find
Nothing to change

Your inspiring spirit
As well as your loving heart
Can never be replaced

If not for you, then who?
If not or then, when?
How can I imagine life without
The sweet soaring laughter
Of all our enjoyments

Some may say say we are good
Others say we are destined
But I believe  the sunlight
From heaven shined upon our souls
Going through life without you
Is like going through life without air

Your roaring smile gives hope
To all my strengths in life
And as our our friendship grows stronger,
That wave will continue to wash
Through the brisk, clear ocean
Of never ending happiness!

As I enter the doors
I feel this rush of adrenaline
overcoming my body
I take a few steps forward,
Then suddenly stop to take a deep breath
I then start walking again
I keep my pace, with my shoulders broad
And chin high above me
I turn to the left

Oh no! There he is!
The one who I desperately would die for
I can sense his eyes skimming through the hall,
Looking for an excusable reason to be left alone
I quickly turn right down the stairs
Trying to avoid our awkward language
we call silence

Then I see my best friend
The one who I love secretly hate
We exchange hugs
Then leave unsatisfied
I keep still for a few moments
Thinking that I do not belong here
Nor will I ever
I try to make a run for it

But then my head keeps spinning
I don't know what to do
So I just sit down
Take a deep breath
And put on a fake smile
Just like the rest of them!