New day, New year, New month
Let’s take a step to the future
Let’s be happy together
Let’s live life like it’s the last
Take one more step
It maybe scary
It maybe dangerous
It’ll be worth it
Let’s take one more step together

I sit on the edge of the sea staring starry eyed and entranced by the beauty of the never ending depths
As I watch each wave crash among the shore I slowly sink further into its depths as the light fades I see one last hope as I take my final breath
I fade to the depths of my thoughts I get lost in the fear and my past I’ll continue to fade as time goes by no one will remember the little blonde haired boy lost gazing at the depths of the ocean

Alone in my head the only place I have to be safe isn’t safe anymore now all I got in my head is images of you and him chasing me out of safety

All I hear is you and him and him and you always happy yet I’m here watching the pain in your eyes slowly growing into a bomb that is about explode

You didn’t see the pain that you were in until he dropped you yet you still love him don’t get me wrong understand that pain

I know you feel alone now welcome to the club let’s be alone together I’ll give everything yet you still run to him like he’s your home

he left you broken on the floor bleeding out he thought it was him who was saving no it was me your shadow left alone in the dark

I was there for you in times of pain I was there for you in time of sadness I was there for you in the darkest moments

Here I am waiting for you alone I’m always here when your ready to make this party of one into a party of two

I’m lost I don’t where I am I can’t see the  trees or the road that used to guide me and the moon that used to light my way home

I’m lost nothing but darkness and a howl in the distance of my past and regrets following me like a wolf pack follows their prey

I’m lost I can’t see the way forward and I can’t see the way back all I see is darkness

please send help I’m lost and the wolves are drawing near