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posiontheapple May 2019
Do you know how it's like to be in pain?
To have your entire being break
To have your mind destroyed
Every day I hear the same words
*****, ****, ****, and cow
I don't know whose voice I'm hearing
I believe it's my own
But what if it isn't?
What if it's yours?
posiontheapple Oct 2018
You said you loved me
And I believed you
Then you drifted away, slowly,
You finally stopped talking to me
You broke my heart with a few little words
I saw you every day but you never saw me
I heard you found a new girl
I wanted to go up to you to ask
"Are you going to play her too?"
But I didn't because I realized something
My feelings for you were an illusion
I didn't really love you
I just believed I did
Because I am too naive to know what love is
posiontheapple Aug 2018
I fell in love with a madman
He would not let me be
He stole my identity away
He changed me into something I never wanted to be
But I did it for him thinking I was in love with him
I tried everything in my power to keep him happy
It was not enough, he wanted more
So I took a knife to my skin
The blood rushing to the surface
Such pain but yet relief
I continued on in secret
Till one day he had me strip
He saw the scars looked at me in disgust
"No man can ever love you
Your too disgusting"
I took my life
Love is nothing but death
Today I was told that I am loved by a boy who controls me. I tell him to leave me alone but he does not. So I wrote something that sort of explains how I was in it and I felt towards the end
posiontheapple Jun 2018
She’s silently screaming
No one can hear her
We all see her but do we really see her?
Look in her eyes
See that she’s breaking inside
She’s holding back the tears you caused her
She goes home to her eternal darkness
She says ‘ I can’t take this anymore’
She takes the blade across her skin
Blood sliding down her arm and onto the floor
She smiles because it’s the only thing she knows
She starts cutting more
One, two, three ,four,
Five, six, seven, eight,
Nine, ten
She stops and lays down
She fall asleep
Where her dreams are better than her reality
To the people who have hurt and to the family who hate me.
posiontheapple Jun 2018
My mind is breaking
The darkness is over running
These thoughts are too poisonous
My heart is breaking
The voices speak to me
The blade calls out to me
The demons are my friends
I’m alone with all of this
To me on my birthday
posiontheapple May 2018
I look in your eyes
And I see such pain
I want to hold you close
But I know you'll withdraw
Your life has ended now
After what he did to you
You've never been the same
posiontheapple May 2018
You tell me you in love with me
But you're not really
You just love the idea you have someone
We are too naive and young to understand what love is
What you feel is just an illusion
You'll find someone new
Someone pretty and smart
I'll just be replaced
Because that's me the replaceable
And no one wants her
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