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Dead lover Dec 6
I'm unsure if I'd ever send it now, but I did love you when I did.
I might still do.

I wanted to be chosen by you.

You chose yourself over, and over.

You were right that I don't deserve love. You seem to have forgotten ever saying it. But in December of 2022 you did.

As I broke my heart, you laughed.
I had loved you, missed you, cherished you.
It's funny how you forgot everything that I did for you. Glad you moved on, and glad you found love.
Dead lover Mar 2023
It pains to know that you are a no one to someone that means the world to you.
Their behavior is kind towards everyone, and not exclusive towards you.

Some of their commitments were mere words, just like meaningless chirping of the birds..
One can associate just any sentiment to them, its not one of the bird's concerns.

I wish you happiness, love, and peace,
thank you for being my most honest critic.

I mean you well, I hope you live well,
I hope on my toxic memories, you never dwell.
Dead lover Feb 2023
You care for me,
I care for you.
I love you,
And i can feel your love for me too.

I want to stay your friend,
But how?
Dead lover Feb 2023
Spare me some memories of the boy I fell for.
For I've no idea of the man that he has become.
Dead lover Feb 2023
Can
not
type
the pain of
not
being your type.
Dead lover Jan 2023
Love me better than I've ever loved myself,
For I don't believe, anyone will ever love me.
I'm trying to be brave,
As much as I can be.
It breaks my heart.
How unworthy of your love could I have been?
I love you.
I'm trying to butcher the butterflies, but that process hurts too.

Is it too much to ask to be loved back?
Dead lover Jan 2023
My stomach turns and crumbles,
My heart it breaks and aches,
I wish to say, all I can manage is to groan.
I wish to sleep, all I can manage is to growl
in the pain, a new night, yet story the same,
Every single day, all over again.

My skin is being peeled, and I bleed,
to death, only to be reborn with the same fate.
Piece by piece my limbs are being taken apart,
My misery is a work of art.
I can't seem to unlove you.
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