Spent the last 5 years Forgetting To make a therapist appointment Self diagnosed myself A couple times over Muted myself With medication And YouTube recommendations I put off Writing a love letter To my best friend Sigh To what could have been
It’s just not healthy to keep your mind up past its capacity. As romanticized as 4am is, you brain will lose elasticity. Just give it up and go close your eyes. Save your energy for the sunrise.
MY MIND is bursting and I am growing frustrated. I am losing the ability to communicate. I am sitting in darkness and my words are worthless. Thoughts scroll and scream without meaning. It’s almost 4 am here in some random world location. Inside my head I wonder what is happening on the exact other side. The SUN shines bright somewhere as I sit in shadows. What has meaning? What has value? IS life subjective to where you sit? So many thoughts attack my being. But does it matter?