Kassey

Kassey 2d

Born independent in the middle of the woods
like an orphan Tarzan if you would.
Learned how to swing by the vines, how can I learn different kinds of lines?
Can I tame a lion or would it eat me?

In the woods, I was lost
Where is path that I am supposed to end up to? Was it near me? Far-away from me? Did I already miss it?

In the middle of the woods, full of uncertainty, we face different demons.
It could be the lion or some entity
Will I be swallowed?

If I will not survive the demons,
I hope I will not be eaten or swallowed
I hope I will have the courage to fight them
I hope I will be defeated because I give all of my strength, not because I am weak, eaten, and swallowed.

Kassey 2d

The last risk

How do I begin?
I can still feel your skin
Maybe the time was short
I can feel your touch, so soft

You saw me when everything was blurry
I am blinded by sorrow, hiding in the shadow
You are the light that finds me, tells me there is still tomorrow.

When I felt that it is ending, you showed me a new beginning.
You are the last risk that I am willing to take.

Kassey 2d

In my 20s

In my 20s, I felt lost
everyone I loved, I lose
Maybe it was a beginning,
maybe it was my end.

Kassey Dec 2

Folding Laundry

I did not made my existence
yet, I am responsible for it.
I have been used, worn out
got *****, with unremovable stains
I was left laying on the floor
after being used
I pick myself up, do the laundry.
Wasted a lot of soap,
the stain will be gone, I hope.
Once washed, I will hang it
Oh how I love it.
Once it is dried, it is time to fold.
Life can be like folding laundry.
Could be satisfying
could feel like a chore
could make you tire and bore.
Once you are done doing the laundry,
get ready to get *****.

Kassey Dec 2

L(a)ying

Who knows,
who will know,
how would they know
if I am laying on the floor
hearing and leaning
what is beneath this surface
shall I dig a hole
and bury myself
Would the other side be more gentle
or it will be twice as harsh
as this world
with the floor I am laying
Shall I keep laying and lying?

Kassey Nov 12

Dear

My heart sinks
Every time you are near
I want to disappear
I am trembling with fear

How can someone who made me calm
Cause chaos on my skin
I can feel the coldness of my heart
Swallowing my entire existence

I do not wish you to be near
But in the darkness I shall fear
You wiped the dreadful tear
In my silence you can hear

You are my reason to live
Yet we are slowly killing me
The memories want to leave
But the attachment lingers

Kassey Oct 21

Rebirth

It was dark
They filled her heart
With poison
Disguised as a kind act.

They promised her
Life will be full of colors
But they made her blind
Too fool to see
the hidden plans

She drowned
She begone
She hates mankind

But the poison
Lives with her
With a heart as pure
As a silver
She returned

The rebirth
Kindness is gone
In the poison
They shall swarm

Under the innocent face
Is a revenge
You cannot erase

#hatred #revenge #emotions #anger