I used to lay down sticking needles in my leg
I used to scream inside my head hoping someone would hear me
I used to cry myself to sleep and pray that I wouldn’t wake up
I used To wonder why I simply couldn’t be happy even when I should be
I used to lay awake at night ,not able to sleep
I used to think I was crazy and that was why this was happening
And although I still fight voices in my head that scream to me and tell me horrible things
I’m starting to get better and enjoy the little things