What came down the window,
Not morning but moon light
She wrote thoughtfully;
Holding onto a dream of a boy and a tree Remembering the old world
Where monsters were just pretend

The old me that used to think pain was a headache
Now replaced by the new me that knows the pain of losing a loved one

The old smile replaced with a fake one to cover my pain

The old trust replaced by the constant fear of being ditched

The old words that came out of my mouth replaced by silence

The old thoughts of rainbows replaced by thoughts much darker

The old me replaced by the new me who has many regrets

Dragging myself with my hands I leave everything I know behind
tears wash my face as blood washes my knees
I make it out alive but there is nothing left to live for
I'm left alone in a put of darkness
Because to save myself I left everything else behind

Pain is a wall
It tries to stop you
It gets in your way
If you run into it
It doesn't budge
You can't climb over it
Or go around it
Pain is a wall
Holding you back

The ocean reflects off
the sky in the day and
glisten in the night

You step into the ocean and the waters
Perfect and you just want to dive in or
The waters like ice and you don't know what to do

The ocean is where lots of animals live
And where if you put your hand under
long enough you can feel them rush right by

The ocean is like a magical world and
The rocks are like castles

If you go down down down and you sit
there for awhile you feel like
nothing's stopping you like it never ends

Just one sentence could end a conversation
Just one word could stab you like a knife
Just one hand could pull you out of the dark
Just one person could change your perspective
And just one life could change the world