that feeling when you're completely out of breath & you can feel your heart pounding out of your chest thumping so loudly you can hear it...
this time, a holistic ****** experience that i became the heart.
we fall asleep with our fingers interlaced.
we soon became inseparable...
if euphoria was a color, it would be dark, faded-but-electric-blue.
you're someone i could fall madly, unapologetically, undeniably, unconditionally, helplessly in love with.
before, things would always fall apart in the fall...but we fell into each other.
i have never felt more helplessly weak & undeniably strong all at once before.
i never knew how much i'd want you until this moment.
we're in a room full of others but we only see each other.
you are my proof that the poetry does get happy again.
our song is on repeat & i never want it to stop...
forced, nothing.
& just as we're as close as we can possibly get, it's never close enough...
i'm supposed to be sleeping but instead i am writing about you, & i hope that is okay.
i melt into the floor when i see you, when i hear your voice, as smooth & sweet as maple syrup
i could never lie to you.
the thought of you not with me is unbearable.
never leave me...
the thought of the absence of you is cold down to every bone in what would feel to be this desolate, dark, & aching shell...
i want you
oh god, do i need you too?...
do you want me too?
oh god, do you need me too?...
[this love monster may be prowling deep within me, but it is as pure as snow & gentle as a dove.]
this song makes me want to plan anything, anything just to get us in the same room...
"it's in the space that the energy lies"
there is so much i want to know, but won't ask (yet)...
"for now, we'll dream about it, but soon we'll be there."
i want you to want to take me into a dimly lit room like you once did with her.
a minute without you is the strangest thing...
a second without you is the strangest thing . . .