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Theo Oct 2019
I fell for my heartless love
Red leaves falling from above.
Sunlight on her skin is a work of art.
Autumn's near, it's almost here
And i can sense she's ready to leave
Someplace new, someplace warm and far,
Though it's just for the wintertime.
I can't come,
this city holds my heart.
The words stay on the tip of my tongue.
A scream filled the sky
The whole casecade's falling apart
Revealing a perfect night
Lit up by many city lights.
It's quiet out here,
i think I'll stay for a while.
Then I'll by myself another pillow
And I will feel less lonely for some time
Theo Oct 2019
your heart-stained sheets
i used to wrap around my waist,
are soaked in salty water
i blinked - it's there, don't know where it came from
It all repeats,
that's why it feels like i'm being chased.
i thought i was a grownup,
but still forgive too quick.
It will have to build up,
more and more, brick by brick.
then you'll stay on my floor,
we'll play your many  games.
you'll leave and will not call.
and then it all could go up in flames
for all i care.
just because i like your skin,
it doesn't mean that you can break in
make a fool of me, get away with everything
Someday i will tell her, i swear.
just because i like your skin,
it doesn't mean that if
you'll want to come in
i'll let you stay where we've once been.
i'll throw your roses in a bin,
i'm used to letting you win,
why should this be any different than it was, dear?
you said that love did not exist,
and you're here, on your knees..
would you explain it to me please?
sorry if i sound cold and mean,
you've told me to burry it within
and now you're begging for me to  set it free?
**** you, honey.
I won't stay until the morning,
I'll be gone.
Left you my keys under the carpet
And I'm gone.
You could find me
If i see you trying
I won't run.
I'm only staying with you for so long,
When it's dark - it's warm,
After - it's time to go home.
Theo Sep 2019
I'd rather be here all alone
Then suffocate here in your arms
No matter how warm i find
Your presence, your heart
You keep on tearing me apart.
Pulse is rising again
You're using me, i'm scared.
I'll fall into your arms.
I'll catch rabbits in the sky,
I'll be your dog, flying high.
hell, I'm going blind.
My fears were right
I can't find my light,
You never heard me when i cried
now the walls are becoming thin
Let all the water sink in,
And the world is turning blue
Let all the colours in my skin.
Promise me that I'm still real?
Oh i'm such a lovely fool!
Theo Sep 2019
Oh i just cannot go
These words are all i know,
go ahead feel the hurt,
tell me why's it cold
if it burns
and why'm i strong
if i fold?
Theo Sep 2019
Lie
They say when you get depressed
And you're done with yourself
You gotta find someone
To tell about it, free your mind.
Well, i've been doing that,
Guess what?
I still wanna cut my throat!
But there are people who know about that.
I post about it on social media every day!
Theo Sep 2019
Writing letters that i'll never send
For i am a coward, my friend.
The words I'd never say
Are here for her to hate.
I know she's not built this way,
And sadly i can't always control what i create .
So now it's all here, go ahead.
Take a look at my ****** fate.
Theo Sep 2019
By the morning we'll have grown back.
We'll meet again, two strangers, start anew.
Is this a good thing, my love?
Do you want to?
I'm loosing again, my friend.
"Tout est devenu flou.
En peu trop fou"
Still can't get rid of my accent.
I did try, for you.
At least that's what i remember.

I have finally hit a dead end.
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