In the end I come to you
It's you.
It's always been you
And you are my cure
Help me live another day
So I can write another poem
About you
For you
And you.
My moon
And stars
Are you.
My life my love are you
The only word I know is you
So what am I supposed to do
Without you?
Would you be my sun and air
And everything that is there
So I can feel you
And only you.
And be with you
Until I run out of ink
While writing the last word on my skin-
'You'.
For you
And only you
I'll drown inside you
So come near
And just drown with me, dear.
My love, my word, my world
My end.

Clouds covered the sky
Since I've met you they cry.
You fill me up
I breathe so hard
I think I'm drowning.
My head is pounding.
My shoulders drop
When I see you scoff
Looking down on me
After all those times you and me
Have been one whole.
Now there's only hole.
I am standing in the rain broken
Hoping
That you will come back.
And heal this deep crack.

My tears mix with rain
Only now I feel my eyes drain
They've been spilling warmth
Too long, for someone who's not worth.
The clouds melted and fell from the sky with rain.
It washes over me and now my mouth speaks truth again:
The clouds were the weight that has kept me down.
She is gone and I can breathe now.
I thought I knew what love feels like.
I guess not.
At least I know what freedom is.
At least I know how forgotten love
Feels.

Youre such a mess
Made of smoke and confusion
Ever forget to make a conclusion
That the dream you see is not a delusion.
The rain
In your brain
Has washed away
The colours.
They were to fade anyway.
Loose your soul
Seeking a mistake in perfection.
Storming seas of you,
A hurricane within your ribcage
A rain falling on your delicate frame.
I can see your fragile spine.
I wanted to fell you and call you mine.
To be a part of your perfect storm.
To heal what once been torn
Apart.
My love,
It's different now.
In your waters
I will drown.
You will run away
Into arms of your lover, prey.
I will be sinking like a stone
Waiting for the darkness to come

Those whispers with which you left
Still stay in my head.
We are holding on for that night
When summer brought heat
To our house where we ignite.
We never said goodbye, remember?
I vanished in the mist that cold September.
Longing for your mind.
Missing your golden light.
I returned; we smoke together.
You burn the air out of my lungs inhaling it, hiding your hands in my sweater.
You hold on tight.
After we get into a fight
I don't care if you hurt me.
We are just scared of being free.
Pick each other up and then fall apart.
How do we hold each others hearts?

I think I might have inhaled you.
I might have made your feelings mine.
Now  they run in my bloodstream
Now they crawl under my skin.
I try to push them down
To keep them hidden.
Your fears stay inside
Plaguing my flesh
Tying a rope around my heart.
I held you too close
You were contagious.
I did not see that
Because I ment all those words
When I promised not to let you go.
Overweight by your destructive self
I crumpled on the cold marble.
Your remains poured out of me.
All the perfect starts,
Followed by the rotten middle.
All the light we could only feel
Spread across the cold stone.
Those precious moments
When we were sane
Fell down with a heavy sound.
Almost there,almost gone.
Part of me cracked and slid off.
My consciousness.
The scent of spring filled
The still cold air.
But my body stayed there for a while.
Drowned in all those flowers
Until they both dried.

That's what adoration did to us.
Where are you at, honey?