Once upon a time she said,
“That’s why I didn’t want to get close, I knew I’d be messy for you.”
…
I met someone,
And you’re so different.
She’s so different,
From you I mean.
In that I don’t have to ask,
I don’t have to beg.
Not a secret shame,
Not something on the side.
It wasn’t until it came so easily that I realized how poorly you treated,
Me.
How do I tell her that I’m terrified she’ll treat me like you did?
How do I explain that when I seem distant,
Detached,
A thousand miles away,
It’s because your barbed wire words strangle my heart?