Addiction and depression are when a good, hopeful, optimistic, sensitive, beautiful soul
Felt too deeply, loved too fully
And then had the essence of their joy crushed out of them by a world that is frightfully cruel and sad
Its just a sad small human nursing their sad small heart
Escapism addiction whatever you call it is the soul trying to stave off the pain just for a while, just to catch its breath
Seek not to judge but to understand

You're the foundation of my love
With a hallway to my youth
The ceiling is caving in
You deserve to know the truth
No running water
Taking showers with bottled water
Shovel in my hand
  Im digging myself farther
Inhale then exhale
Before the bell rings
I never knew this was the type
of drama commitment brings
A dagger to the heart
Your look of disgust
Like im a first round pick
Turning out to be a bust
Now it's the middle of the summer
And my actions getting dummer
Now im feeling buried alive
Promises i couldnt keep
And the only time i get to see you is when i go to sleep
Woah
The sky never seemed so low
Im looking at her like you never seemed so close
Everything is perfect you know i love you the most
Forever here with open arms you know how i feel
I love when you meet me in my dreams
Everything's so real
Everything's so real
Baby i can hear your heartbeat
Everything's so real
We got babies sitting in the carseats
Everything's so real
Everything's so real
Everything's so real



Leave Me In Reality
Man i wish i could live in our fantasy forever
And **** reality cause then we'll never be together
In reality everyday is another battle
My mind and my hearts in a trance steadily taking collateral
Not searching for sympathy
Not trying to play victim
I keep my feelings locked in a basement
Praying the demons stay with em
In reality im lost, searching without a clue
In reality im lowkey always thinking about you
But in reality i highkey can never let you know
Cause in reality we threw everything out the window
In reality lord ive gone blind
In reality im too comfortable with not trying
In reality ive came a custom to lust another curse of mankind
And in reality two nickles dont add up to a dime
But in reality the perfect girl never gets enough time
Take a shot in the dark
Its tearing us apart
"Smite me with madness, blindness, and astonishment of heart"
Deuteronomy 28:28
Go to sleep
Wake up
Playing a game of give and take

I walked outside today
and the sunlight jumped on me
like a child after their parents been away
The wind blows by
making the trees shake as if they're cold
The breeze of fresh air
is like a story being told
Not a cloud in sight
Just a bright blue sky
And bright green grass
Everything seems perfect
The world doesn't seem so bad

Deep defined distress
Flirting with sleeps mistress
Deadly sins devour
The simple minded
Trying to weigh in
On the balance of power
Dont sleep
This feeling i have is low
Chapter six write it down
"You reap what you sow"

To be honest i dont know what happened
I thought everything was perfect then it just blackened i told you your body was a garden and i'd always be the warden the tree of life you just wanted love that sappy now i have to live with the fact that without you ill never be happy

Have you ever felt like the color red in a black and white photo? Its like youre a puzzle piece among clueless people, they don't understand the use and reason of your existence so they bring negativity into your peace of mind, trying to turn you into something youre not, trying to distract the caterpillar from never making its cocoon and never reaching its full potential turning into a butterfly.

I remember...
Looking you up and down
Wondering what's your name
Wondering if you were single
And what's the reason you came
Breath taking beauty my face turned purple
I wanted you to be mine and that to be known universal
Nothings changed since then
I know we've been through alot
But to have you i'd do it all over again
Youre a trophy nobody else can win


~Cypher

They tired to put my fire out
They tried to make me doubt
Watch the fire spark
Close your eyes it's gonna get even more dark
"You're gonna be a dropout"
I know my route
Like the fire burning through my veins
Flying high like the planes
Getting high without the strains
One man's loss is another man's gains
Hold me down like some chains
Them watch them break like some waves

A fires burning in my stomach
As I rise I cause havoc
Nothings stopping me
Floating like a butterfly
Stinging like a bee
I acquired the mentality of Muhammad Ali
Why are you giving me shade?
Are you a tree?
But whats a question without an answer
Like a fish without the sea
They need each other
Like you need me