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133 · Dec 2019
Why Should I Open My Doors?
Cylia Dec 2019
Why should I open my doors?
Can't find a clue, what's really true?
Why, must I see all these lies,
That's not really there, no it ain't fair,
I know
Why should I open my doors?
Left me outside, out in the freezing cold
Lost in my main events, don't know a clue
But it seems that you do,
I know
Why should I open my doors?
Why do I keep,
on letting you pass?
Why should I,
accept you,
when you don't deserve to,
know me at all through the years that I've known you?
Cause all of this, clueless
Remarkable, you-ness
Is driving me to,
wake up and speak,
what I really feel about you
132 · Mar 2020
Tonight
Cylia Mar 2020
I feel, I melt
I run, too fast
Into the light that shines,
Just right,
I bring, myself
My being, my soul
To break me...all of me,
To frain from my grave
Tonight
132 · Aug 2018
Hidden
Cylia Aug 2018
Your face is hidden between rocks and pebble and yet you still look so beautiful.
Your crimson-red sends shivers all around me and yet, I see nothing but pureness shaping your heart...bea-u-ti-ful heart.

Colorful pieces surround us and yet no one is looking
We are all alone, in this dungeon that’s surrounded by nothing but thickness
...all-alone darkness.

Waving a heavy heart,
My body can’t take no more, worrying about the debt you’ve paid, that keeps my breathe longing for.
And yet you’ve stayed by my side,
holding on until I die.

Beautiful heart and soul; when you look at me I smile.
When I’m all alone, I don’t say a word,
I just sit around in darkness until you come and take my pain.
Longing on until my heart stops pounding,
Breaking every twine or snickers until I rust and die into nothingness...
And yet, even when I have died, your soul have stuck by mine.
Even when I have hidden my eyes, you knew what colors they were...
They were yours...right from the beginning.
131 · Jun 2019
Mines
Cylia Jun 2019
Black eyes,
Makes me cry,
Shattered bones,
Up my spine,
All that I see are emotions,
Clouding my thoughts like the ocean.
Clouding my thoughts I can’t help it,
By the time I come to, I’ll be out it,
Like the time that goes by like a diamond my mind like the days that I bring brings me comfort.
My soul inside feels you coming,
Like a storm raging in like an earthquake,
But it couldn’t been you, you’re thoughts aren’t that deep,
So whose thoughts are those that are screaming?
I guess my mind still runs wild
131 · Feb 2019
Inside and Outside
Cylia Feb 2019
Inside I’m lively, outside I’m deadly
All around my body
I’m messy, I’m carefree.
Inside I’m fine, outside I’m happy
Everyone around me
Keeps falling, keeps breaking
Inside a key lies
Outside a key hides
All of the things that I thought real
Hidden
but barely
Forgotten
quite fairly

Inside I’m lively, outside I’m deadly
No one out there can figure me out clearly.
127 · Mar 2019
Finally
Cylia Mar 2019
Imagine me in a box,
Wrapped around like a gift,
In a black and blue bow with a little bit bold that no one but you cannot hold.

Imagine me wearing black,
Nothing else but just that,
Hands on my face that is hiding my mask in front of a soul I can’t break.

Imagine you with a box,
Holding it tight like a lock,
You don’t know what’s inside but you know that it hides its emotions that rages like a fox.

Imagine you inside the box,
Taking my hands off my face,
I look towards you, my pupils in shock they couldn’t believe that it was truly the person from way back then was here,
the person from my dream that told me,
“see you soon”
and now look where we are.

Way in the present where we lived different lives and found our way back together,
my long lost lover from a different life has found me, not once, but twice like two feathers,
Who says that a devil and an angel couldn’t be forever...
125 · Mar 2019
Locket
Cylia Mar 2019
Throw my heart in a locket,
But I'll hide it real deep in your pocket,
And maybe one day you will find it,
and hold me real close where you won't loose it.
123 · Mar 2019
What?
Cylia Mar 2019
What keeps you away, what keeps you so far?
Why can I not see what’s keeping me from you?
Why can’t I remember the days I’ve forgotten,
The days where you’d hold me, you’d loved me, protect me,
The days where times and the spaces made spaces,
Where I would kiss you, embrace you, choose you, and want you.

What keeps me away, what keeps me so far
Maybe the trust is gone, I think I’ve got trust issues,
Maybe our life will pass again soon
Maybe in a different life it’ll happen again later. It’s probably for the better.
115 · Aug 2018
Untitled
Cylia Aug 2018
You make my heart stutter
Make it go pitter patter
Like a candle light sparks
Like my heart, it never shatters.
114 · Mar 2020
UnKnown
Cylia Mar 2020
Love
Lost
Lure
Lust
Pure
Few are true
Lost
In blue
Rest
In May
May I lay
Upon these days
The day I came
Shame
Drain
Fame
Lame
Tame
My beast
That is always
In flames
Glow
Show
Green
See
Free me
From me
Of who
I wanna be

— The End —