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157 · Mar 2020
Trapped
Cylia Mar 2020
I’m calling your bluff,
You act like you’re tough,
By why aren’t the words,
Controlling your motives,
That gets stuck in a lotus,
That you can’t get out of,
That you can’t get by,
That leaves me so scared,
That I only trust fear,
That’s running down tears,
Down my face leaving stains,
Creating lines that are blind,
From your motives they hurt,
From the start to the end
That’s where they usually begin,
But I’m not gonna act,
Like I don’t see the flags,
The warnings, the facts,
That you think I don’t tag,
From the words that you say,
From now then this day,
I still run away...
156 · Oct 2018
Crazy
Cylia Oct 2018
They sweet talk me, says lovely words...
But when will they’re words slowly become actions?
Texting behind closed doors isn’t what I want...
Closeness is what I desire,
but whenever I come close, you always run the opposite directions.
Leaving me on a high,
not wanting me to come down...
Why are you hiding from me?
Will you just come around?
Come on babe, I won’t hurt you.
Let’s take a trip to the circus and maybe say hi to the clowns.
Oh, ***, did I say something wrong?
Do you need a hug?
Do you want some protection?
I’ll give you all of me, if you promise me this one.
Don’t ever lie about your feeling or else I’ll cut you off.
First off this doesn’t relate to the poem but, who ever came up with the pretty ugly poem...genius! I love you! That is all. And secondly, I might have gone a little insane with this poem because of October...alright lol.
154 · Oct 2018
Untitled
Cylia Oct 2018
I stand alone,
thinking
Next to a wall,
that’s already about to just fall
And I’ll imagine myself,
flying
Out in the sky,
Beneath the moon,
out at night
And I’ll hear the wind,
saying
Everything is going to be,
alright.
153 · Mar 2019
Finally
Cylia Mar 2019
Imagine me in a box,
Wrapped around like a gift,
In a black and blue bow with a little bit bold that no one but you cannot hold.

Imagine me wearing black,
Nothing else but just that,
Hands on my face that is hiding my mask in front of a soul I can’t break.

Imagine you with a box,
Holding it tight like a lock,
You don’t know what’s inside but you know that it hides its emotions that rages like a fox.

Imagine you inside the box,
Taking my hands off my face,
I look towards you, my pupils in shock they couldn’t believe that it was truly the person from way back then was here,
the person from my dream that told me,
“see you soon”
and now look where we are.

Way in the present where we lived different lives and found our way back together,
my long lost lover from a different life has found me, not once, but twice like two feathers,
Who says that a devil and an angel couldn’t be forever...
151 · Aug 2018
Hidden
Cylia Aug 2018
Your face is hidden between rocks and pebble and yet you still look so beautiful.
Your crimson-red sends shivers all around me and yet, I see nothing but pureness shaping your heart...bea-u-ti-ful heart.

Colorful pieces surround us and yet no one is looking
We are all alone, in this dungeon that’s surrounded by nothing but thickness
...all-alone darkness.

Waving a heavy heart,
My body can’t take no more, worrying about the debt you’ve paid, that keeps my breathe longing for.
And yet you’ve stayed by my side,
holding on until I die.

Beautiful heart and soul; when you look at me I smile.
When I’m all alone, I don’t say a word,
I just sit around in darkness until you come and take my pain.
Longing on until my heart stops pounding,
Breaking every twine or snickers until I rust and die into nothingness...
And yet, even when I have died, your soul have stuck by mine.
Even when I have hidden my eyes, you knew what colors they were...
They were yours...right from the beginning.
150 · Aug 2018
Forbidden
Cylia Aug 2018
Forget me...forget me not
Bring out the me
That no man cannot.
Your cold eyes don’t hurt me,
They pierce me and yet I see,
...I see you.

Forget me, forget me not
Figure me out or else get lost
I might be shy, but could send you cold shivers
Down your spine
Couldn’t hear a bullet trigger.

Forget me...forget me not
Yes, I betrayed you
But you betrayed me, several times
How should I feel?
...what should I have done?
Nothing...
Cause what’s the point in even caring.

Forget me, forget me not...
Why are you hidden?
Your body looks pale, looks frostbitten.
Like you’re falling apart
Meaning our love is forbidden.
...the story isn’t supposed to be like this...
This isn’t how it’s supposed to be written.
146 · Mar 2019
Locket
Cylia Mar 2019
Throw my heart in a locket,
But I'll hide it real deep in your pocket,
And maybe one day you will find it,
and hold me real close where you won't loose it.
140 · Mar 2019
What?
Cylia Mar 2019
What keeps you away, what keeps you so far?
Why can I not see what’s keeping me from you?
Why can’t I remember the days I’ve forgotten,
The days where you’d hold me, you’d loved me, protect me,
The days where times and the spaces made spaces,
Where I would kiss you, embrace you, choose you, and want you.

What keeps me away, what keeps me so far
Maybe the trust is gone, I think I’ve got trust issues,
Maybe our life will pass again soon
Maybe in a different life it’ll happen again later. It’s probably for the better.
130 · Mar 2020
UnKnown
Cylia Mar 2020
Love
Lost
Lure
Lust
Pure
Few are true
Lost
In blue
Rest
In May
May I lay
Upon these days
The day I came
Shame
Drain
Fame
Lame
Tame
My beast
That is always
In flames
Glow
Show
Green
See
Free me
From me
Of who
I wanna be
126 · Aug 2018
Untitled
Cylia Aug 2018
You make my heart stutter
Make it go pitter patter
Like a candle light sparks
Like my heart, it never shatters.

— The End —