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97 · Jun 2019
Mines
Cylia Jun 2019
Black eyes,
Makes me cry,
Shattered bones,
Up my spine,
All that I see are emotions,
Clouding my thoughts like the ocean.
Clouding my thoughts I can’t help it,
By the time I come to, I’ll be out it,
Like the time that goes by like a diamond my mind like the days that I bring brings me comfort.
My soul inside feels you coming,
Like a storm raging in like an earthquake,
But it couldn’t been you, you’re thoughts aren’t that deep,
So whose thoughts are those that are screaming?
I guess my mind still runs wild
96 · Mar 2019
Locket
Cylia Mar 2019
Throw my heart in a locket,
But I'll hide it real deep in your pocket,
And maybe one day you will find it,
and hold me real close where you won't loose it.
95 · Mar 2019
Finally
Cylia Mar 2019
Imagine me in a box,
Wrapped around like a gift,
In a black and blue bow with a little bit bold that no one but you cannot hold.

Imagine me wearing black,
Nothing else but just that,
Hands on my face that is hiding my mask in front of a soul I can’t break.

Imagine you with a box,
Holding it tight like a lock,
You don’t know what’s inside but you know that it hides its emotions that rages like a fox.

Imagine you inside the box,
Taking my hands off my face,
I look towards you, my pupils in shock they couldn’t believe that it was truly the person from way back then was here,
the person from my dream that told me,
“see you soon”
and now look where we are.

Way in the present where we lived different lives and found our way back together,
my long lost lover from a different life has found me, not once, but twice like two feathers,
Who says that a devil and an angel couldn’t be forever...
95 · Aug 2018
Untitled
Cylia Aug 2018
You make my heart stutter
Make it go pitter patter
Like a candle light sparks
Like my heart, it never shatters.
Cylia Dec 2019
Why should I open my doors?
Can't find a clue, what's really true?
Why, must I see all these lies,
That's not really there, no it ain't fair,
I know
Why should I open my doors?
Left me outside, out in the freezing cold
Lost in my main events, don't know a clue
But it seems that you do,
I know
Why should I open my doors?
Why do I keep,
on letting you pass?
Why should I,
accept you,
when you don't deserve to,
know me at all through the years that I've known you?
Cause all of this, clueless
Remarkable, you-ness
Is driving me to,
wake up and speak,
what I really feel about you
91 · Feb 2019
Inside and Outside
Cylia Feb 2019
Inside I’m lively, outside I’m deadly
All around my body
I’m messy, I’m carefree.
Inside I’m fine, outside I’m happy
Everyone around me
Keeps falling, keeps breaking
Inside a key lies
Outside a key hides
All of the things that I thought real
Hidden
but barely
Forgotten
quite fairly

Inside I’m lively, outside I’m deadly
No one out there can figure me out clearly.
90 · Jan 2020
Fake
Cylia Jan 2020
You think I am lying,
You think I am playing,
You think that everyone’s out here to play you
You do not know me
You don’t understand me
You think that I’m fake, how can you relate
I cannot believe that you are thinking that way
...
I’m done with the bull
Cause you think I’m a fool
You think I am only out here to get you
But that isn’t true cause I really like you
But since you think that about me,
Then well, I am thru
This poem is a bit personal, you guys can comment and ask questions of what you think about it. I don’t usually write back but I’ll try to if I can.
#AmIreallyAfake  #fakepeople #Fake
88 · Mar 2020
Trapped
Cylia Mar 2020
I’m calling your bluff,
You act like you’re tough,
By why aren’t the words,
Controlling your motives,
That gets stuck in a lotus,
That you can’t get out of,
That you can’t get by,
That leaves me so scared,
That I only trust fear,
That’s running down tears,
Down my face leaving stains,
Creating lines that are blind,
From your motives they hurt,
From the start to the end
That’s where they usually begin,
But I’m not gonna act,
Like I don’t see the flags,
The warnings, the facts,
That you think I don’t tag,
From the words that you say,
From now then this day,
I still run away...
87 · Dec 2019
Friendship
Cylia Dec 2019
Friendship is key, I love it that way,
Mostly because you’re not a bad dream,
You’re not a made up person that I made from far away,
But someone I met online.
Friendship is key, I should’ve started like that,
I should have called us best friends and not wanted anything more,
Now look at us,
Separated, because of all of my bad habits,
Made me repeat the same thing.
Friendship is trust, why was I so blind,
Maybe because I was lonely inside,
Maybe because I knew you wouldn’t be mine-okay I gotta stop that,
Especially since we haven’t met yet,
And to be honest now, since I’m shedding my skin, I’ve never really ever had a hot friend.
64 · Mar 2020
UnKnown
Cylia Mar 2020
Love
Lost
Lure
Lust
Pure
Few are true
Lost
In blue
Rest
In May
May I lay
Upon these days
The day I came
Shame
Drain
Fame
Lame
Tame
My beast
That is always
In flames
Glow
Show
Green
See
Free me
From me
Of who
I wanna be

— The End —