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Aug 2018 · 145
Demon
Cylia Aug 2018
You call me a demon, like I'm the one wearing a mask.
Yet, have you looked around you, have you seen the truth behind your secret path?
Have you walked MY path and seen MY eyes?
Have you seen the death that I haven't seen and been told LIES?

You call me a DEMON, have you not looked in a mirror.
But is that your true face, that hides behind a DIAMOND figure
Does it make you see clearer?
All you see is yourself, but all I see is a lier.
That hides behind faces upon faces, that hides behind colored pictures
Aug 2018 · 144
Control Freak
Cylia Aug 2018
What is wrong with the music I listen to?
Did you even catch all the feelings through?
Aren’t you sad and mesmerized too?
Tell me again, why am I hanging out with you?

What is wrong with the way I dress?
Yet, you come out looking like a complete mess.
While, I have my own style trying to look my best.
Tell me again, why am I hanging out with you?

What is wrong with the way I have my hair?
My mom gave me this hair, do you just not care?
What if I made fun of your hair, would you be able to bare?
Tell me again, why am I hanging out with you again?
Aug 2018 · 167
Words
Cylia Aug 2018
The words that I want to come out of my head is ******* shut.
The thoughts that I let cloud my judgement is locked up.
And yet you still want to see me when my soul is locked in a treasure box?
What do you want me to do?
Let my emotions rage loose, like a trigger that’s not built to stop or let me drop, like a falling clock
The words that I say are unique,
Bound by fate by a string,
Judged by many, not by he,
Because the only person that could control my luck, is me.
Aug 2018 · 125
Hidden
Cylia Aug 2018
Your face is hidden between rocks and pebble and yet you still look so beautiful.
Your crimson-red sends shivers all around me and yet, I see nothing but pureness shaping your heart...bea-u-ti-ful heart.

Colorful pieces surround us and yet no one is looking
We are all alone, in this dungeon that’s surrounded by nothing but thickness
...all-alone darkness.

Waving a heavy heart,
My body can’t take no more, worrying about the debt you’ve paid, that keeps my breathe longing for.
And yet you’ve stayed by my side,
holding on until I die.

Beautiful heart and soul; when you look at me I smile.
When I’m all alone, I don’t say a word,
I just sit around in darkness until you come and take my pain.
Longing on until my heart stops pounding,
Breaking every twine or snickers until I rust and die into nothingness...
And yet, even when I have died, your soul have stuck by mine.
Even when I have hidden my eyes, you knew what colors they were...
They were yours...right from the beginning.
Aug 2018 · 134
Forbidden
Cylia Aug 2018
Forget me...forget me not
Bring out the me
That no man cannot.
Your cold eyes don’t hurt me,
They pierce me and yet I see,
...I see you.

Forget me, forget me not
Figure me out or else get lost
I might be shy, but could send you cold shivers
Down your spine
Couldn’t hear a bullet trigger.

Forget me...forget me not
Yes, I betrayed you
But you betrayed me, several times
How should I feel?
...what should I have done?
Nothing...
Cause what’s the point in even caring.

Forget me, forget me not...
Why are you hidden?
Your body looks pale, looks frostbitten.
Like you’re falling apart
Meaning our love is forbidden.
...the story isn’t supposed to be like this...
This isn’t how it’s supposed to be written.
Aug 2018 · 212
Overthink
Cylia Aug 2018
Should I tell him,
Or should I wait?
Should I hold them in,
Or should I break?
I can’t take the wait no longer,
It’s like my heart is catching on fire.

Should I tell him,
Or should I wait?
My body can’t take the stake
My hands, they shake, like my body is going to cause an earthquake.

Should I tell him,
Or should I wait?
By the time, I think I’ll break
Throw up and have a headache
So tired of all this heartbreak..
Aug 2018 · 270
Untitled #2
Cylia Aug 2018
Everyday I see your face...
Like a repetition, I can’t escape...
You keep me safe with every stare...
But when I look your way you disappear...
Like you were never even there.
Aug 2018 · 110
Untitled
Cylia Aug 2018
You make my heart stutter
Make it go pitter patter
Like a candle light sparks
Like my heart, it never shatters.
Aug 2018 · 144
Why
Cylia Aug 2018
Why
Maybe I'm safe in your arms,
our bodies colliding in some,
We're both facing eye-to-eye
But my demons still lurk inside.
Why keep me by your side?
Why didn't you let me walk by?
Why did you stare, so deeply inside, where all my demons
lie?

Maybe I'm safe in your arms,
It's probably safe to cry,
I haven't been myself, in such a very long time,
I felt like I was going to die.
Why are you such a mystery?
Why set my soul ablaze?
Why stare at me, with those cold gray eyes, where my demons wants to come out and play?
Aug 2018 · 1.2k
Waiting
Cylia Aug 2018
You keep your life on a pedestal,
Even when the love of your life is beside you...

Why is it every time I hid from my feelings,
I trip away, I hide, I even start to cry?
But every night I sleep, I get visions every week,
About him, and then I become scared.
My flame, he ignites it
Even when he stares deep into my eyes, my sockets
My heart starts to race, my body deflates...why am I feeling this way?

My stomach is filled with butterflies like my whole world has exhausted, like my whole life was on pause
Being trapped inside a box,
With no doorway that leads to anything,
That would turn my whole life upside down into something.

Every time I see him, my heart starts to melt,
My life starts to crumble, but the walls, they stay intact...
They won’t move, but there’s a door...
Whenever I step near, it’s like another person is on the other side, ...scared.
So, it’s about a girl(me) whose afraid to show her feelings to a guy that she really likes, but doesn’t know if he feels the same way for her.  So she’s hiding all these feelings that she feels towards him, but what she doesn’t know is that the other person on the other side of the wall is afraid of what she might think of him...if that made any sense.

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